Drunken by a razorblade

[Asylum]

i've been craving the urge since last night... i feel like shit... i don't know if i'll be able to not cut or burn tonight... i really don't want to do this again... i know i have more will power then this somewhere... i really hate myself... i missed my friends phone call... not he onyl calls when he is depressed and wants to cut... he had the urge last night... so tongiht he prob does too... i would've called him back but it was 10:30... and too late to call a landline... i promised i'd be there for him more... and look... i wasn't.... i hate myself... he cuts himself tonight its my fault cuz i wasn't there.... :(

[BeautifulDisaster]

It is not your fault if he cuts himself.
He is doing the cutting, not you.
You are not forcing him to.

Please try and relax, breathe, take some deep breaths, try and find something enjoyable to watch/listen to, have a warm, bubbly bath, just try to relax, it will be okay, you can explain this all tomorrow.

[Project Delta]

Actually cutting is done by the person and therefore is not the cause of anyone else. If he cuts its his decision to. Not yours. It would only be your fault if you force him to do it. Which obviously you arent. So try not to think of it as your fault and just be there to talk to him when you can.

[Amyxoxo]

Yes you were there for him. Lets face it, if he was in that much of a state then he would have found a way to contact you.
Just because he decides to cut dosnt mean that it was your fault. I know from my experences that when i have tried to help someone not to cut they just done it anyways. If he is like most of us here then it dooes take alot for us not to cut.
You dont want this again, just try not to do it. It should be easyer know that you dont want to do it. Fight the urge. Stay strong for you and him. If you do it then he will think its ok and will then do it himself again.

[Asylum]

i know its not my fault... but i still feeel bad... thanx ugys for commenting... i know this is kind of a late response.. but i didn't cut or self harm in anywya... yay :) so its good...

[BeautifulDisaster]

Well done.

[Asylum]

thanx :)

[Beautiful Obsession]

gladd you didnt cut:) and it isnt ur fault u missed the call, dont blame urself xx

[jess_undead]

well done for resisting.

[Asylum]

thanx guys :)

[munchausen]

Well done! :) You've got a lot more will power than me that's for sure.