Talon
January 22nd, 2010, 01:50 PM
Hey. I'm a 15 year old male who's never had a girlfriend (Well, apart from once for a short time) and I'm a bit confused. I get turned on chubby teens (males mostly), fat fetishism I think it's called. I don't find them attractive as such, there's just something about it that I like. It's not so much the appearance of flab I like, but just the whole idea of weight and being heavy.
The videos I've been watching aren't porn or anything sexual, just people showing of their bellies and such. I don't know what I like about them (Or why I do the things I do while watching them... ;)). The thing is, I don't know if I like the people in the vids, or if I just want to be like them.
I don't have any interest in having sex with men or even think of anything sexual to do with men. Neither do I have feelings for males. I've always got an erection when weight is involved for as long as I can remember (and I'm talking being a very young child here) but watching these videos is a recent thing. I really can't explain why something totally non-sexually would turn me on like this.
So what is this? Is it just a fetish or curiosity? And at the end of the day, does it even mean anything. No offence to anyone homosexual here or anything, but I don't really like the idea of being gay, and like I say, I don't have any sexual urges to do with men, the prospect of having sex with a woman is more appealing to me.
So what do you think? Just a fetish/hormones acting up? Or does it make me gay? I'm just really confused.
The videos I've been watching aren't porn or anything sexual, just people showing of their bellies and such. I don't know what I like about them (Or why I do the things I do while watching them... ;)). The thing is, I don't know if I like the people in the vids, or if I just want to be like them.
I don't have any interest in having sex with men or even think of anything sexual to do with men. Neither do I have feelings for males. I've always got an erection when weight is involved for as long as I can remember (and I'm talking being a very young child here) but watching these videos is a recent thing. I really can't explain why something totally non-sexually would turn me on like this.
So what is this? Is it just a fetish or curiosity? And at the end of the day, does it even mean anything. No offence to anyone homosexual here or anything, but I don't really like the idea of being gay, and like I say, I don't have any sexual urges to do with men, the prospect of having sex with a woman is more appealing to me.
So what do you think? Just a fetish/hormones acting up? Or does it make me gay? I'm just really confused.