Nostrum
January 21st, 2010, 07:07 PM
please move this if its not in the right spot.
i feel troubled about this, i'm more scared of elevators than i was before, and also cushioned arm chairs, like therapy seats.
my dreams usually don't make sense, i was at a concert in the dream (i wasnt dreaming of being in the moshpit, i just knew i was at one) and it was like a hotel i was in, it may sound ridiculous, but i was dreaming i was talking to a character from a movie, and then all of a sudden i'm walking to the elevator. in my dream i wasn't scared of them, but in real life i am. i got on and a guy was in there, i pressed my stop and then the elevator moved. when it was almost at my stop, the guy in the elevator tried raping me, i kept pushing away, and i was screaming, when the doors had opened someone had heard my scream and pulled him off me, i was sitting in like a lobby with someone pinning him to the ground and me sobbing.
i've cried from this dream a few times, and i'm terrified of the things i said previously dude to being in the dream, its just scared me altogether.
i just want to know what the dream means, and i know its nothing as serious as proper rape, i feel violated, and dirty, and the dream seemed so real and i don't know what to do about dealing with it and thoughts of it.
i feel troubled about this, i'm more scared of elevators than i was before, and also cushioned arm chairs, like therapy seats.
my dreams usually don't make sense, i was at a concert in the dream (i wasnt dreaming of being in the moshpit, i just knew i was at one) and it was like a hotel i was in, it may sound ridiculous, but i was dreaming i was talking to a character from a movie, and then all of a sudden i'm walking to the elevator. in my dream i wasn't scared of them, but in real life i am. i got on and a guy was in there, i pressed my stop and then the elevator moved. when it was almost at my stop, the guy in the elevator tried raping me, i kept pushing away, and i was screaming, when the doors had opened someone had heard my scream and pulled him off me, i was sitting in like a lobby with someone pinning him to the ground and me sobbing.
i've cried from this dream a few times, and i'm terrified of the things i said previously dude to being in the dream, its just scared me altogether.
i just want to know what the dream means, and i know its nothing as serious as proper rape, i feel violated, and dirty, and the dream seemed so real and i don't know what to do about dealing with it and thoughts of it.