to my father:

[haibekah]

i now understand why you drank
your heart, it just sank
it kept going until you hit bottom
felt like there was no escape from the problem
i wonder if i'll turn out the same
with no one left to blame
watching you chug that liquor
has fucked me up quicker
faster than i though possible
it was no suprise when a call came from the hospital
hes dead,
move on,
you've just entered a new dawn
all alone in the world
felt my stomach swirl
i can't shed anymore tears
you've been gone for two years
good-bye daddy,
i hope you're happy

[ibanezjoey1007]

Bekah,

I've now read two of your poems and the both come from dark, honest places. I applaud your bravery in posting them publicly.

[laurita_21]

i agree :) i don't really know you but i have read all of your poems...
they are really good, specially because they'r not meaningless, you write them from personal experiences or thoughs :) I think thats awsome :P xx

[haibekah]

thanks guys! :]