Nelson
January 21st, 2010, 10:20 AM
Ok this may sound silly but i dont feel like im the relationship type, all the relationships ive had have been so short lived, my shortest being 4 days and my longest and most recent being 24 days...
So i met this wonderful guy on the web, he made me smile, and we had the same family problems, everything he said made my days so much better, but then slowly i started being too romantic, getting paranoid about me and him, and after a while i fronted him about the paranoia, we both said i was over reacting.. after some time we calmed down and continued talking, until i done the wrong thing, i webcammed ;) his friend, and i felt so horrible afterwards, so i decided to tell him what id done (even though we were in an open relationship) and i ruined the relationship, we stopped talking and then we had our FIRST breakup, 1 hour and 15 mins of crying and slience over webcam, i was so cut up on the inside, plus when we first met we made a promise not to cut anymore, i broke that promise too, i cried so much over it. so then i came out to dad, and he was spaz about it, me and dad had an argument resulting in me spraying him in the eyes with deoderant and leaving to a friends place, when i told my bf at the time he said i love you, which brought me to tears considering the night before. So i then went to a friends place and she distracted me from my relationship issues, until i started to sleep, and then all i could think about was him. So i came home, to talk to him over facebook, we talked fine the first night home, but the next day was hell, i read that he had now decided to go out fully with the guy i cheated on him with, then i find out they had been going out since september09, i was devestated.. So does anyone have any tips on ways to get over this relationship, because i still have feelings for him and such, so yeah help appreciated
xx
So i met this wonderful guy on the web, he made me smile, and we had the same family problems, everything he said made my days so much better, but then slowly i started being too romantic, getting paranoid about me and him, and after a while i fronted him about the paranoia, we both said i was over reacting.. after some time we calmed down and continued talking, until i done the wrong thing, i webcammed ;) his friend, and i felt so horrible afterwards, so i decided to tell him what id done (even though we were in an open relationship) and i ruined the relationship, we stopped talking and then we had our FIRST breakup, 1 hour and 15 mins of crying and slience over webcam, i was so cut up on the inside, plus when we first met we made a promise not to cut anymore, i broke that promise too, i cried so much over it. so then i came out to dad, and he was spaz about it, me and dad had an argument resulting in me spraying him in the eyes with deoderant and leaving to a friends place, when i told my bf at the time he said i love you, which brought me to tears considering the night before. So i then went to a friends place and she distracted me from my relationship issues, until i started to sleep, and then all i could think about was him. So i came home, to talk to him over facebook, we talked fine the first night home, but the next day was hell, i read that he had now decided to go out fully with the guy i cheated on him with, then i find out they had been going out since september09, i was devestated.. So does anyone have any tips on ways to get over this relationship, because i still have feelings for him and such, so yeah help appreciated
xx