Asylum
January 20th, 2010, 12:43 AM
okey... so my mother has defeated cancer once before years ago... now all the sudden all the people she need to forgive... are coming back into her life and she is fogiving them... she says that she thinks its a wake up call saying that God saying its time to go home soon... now you guys are probably saing to yourself... your just being paranoid... there is nothing to worry aobut... Well there is a lot more to this... my mom claims she is pshycic... i know a bit random... but yea.... my grandmother yells at me that i don't do enough work around the house... and my mom is too stressed and the stre\ss will bring back cancer.... if anyone knows me... they know i do 5xs as much as the normal teenager does at home... when i was in a bad car accident with my mom... i had to stop skating... i dont' stop something i love unless it kills me... i damged nerves in my neck and funny bone nerve in arm... mom damaged a nerve in her chest.... after the accident... who got yelled at for not cleaning even more? i did! no... my dad and sister do no cleaning.... they just watch... and they were't in the accident... i feel uncared for... like when the accident happened.... my neck and arm were in sooo much pain... i told my dad when he arrived at the scene... i knew it wasn't broken so i got out of the car.. my mom waited for the ambulance.. it was a pretty bad accident, the volvo was totalled... i told my dad how much i was hurt and he said eh u'll be fine. everyone knows i have a high pain tolerance... i don't complain at all with anythign... sooo we go to the hospitial for my mom... the nurse asks me if i'm ok because she can tell i'm in pain... i said my arm and neck hurts real bad... the nurse says we can see whats wrong with it. my dad pipes in oh she'll be fine... she doens't need that... note this is the man who has broken my arm and chipped my tooth... also the same guy who does not get xrays whenever i get hrut.... everytime my sister gets hurt... she cries for minor stuff, like falling... its ridiculos... she is 11... weakest pain tolerance ever... anyway... this is the man that if he pulls a muscle he wraps it up and cries like a baby... however after 3 weeeks of complaining about my arm i finally get it x ryed and its broken! ok back to the accident story... sorry for ADD rant moment... umm so she's fine.. everyone is fine... but me... wego home next day a bruise is on my sisters face... she doens't notice until my mom says something thne she starts complaining my face hurts... she goes to the hospitial the next day.... she is fine... not harmed at all... jsut a bruise... two weeks... later after the accident i end up going to patient first note eveyrone else went to a hospitial... not that it matters much.. but i have nerve damage and need to go to phsycial therapy for the next 6 months... my mom does too.. but once she is done... but i'm still in pain... she says i'm done too.... soo... i still needed to go... but i didn't cuz she didn't want to take me... cuz she didn't have to be there... so after all that chaos i get yelled at for not opening the door for my mom getting in and out of car after the hospital and not cleaning more... i' sorry i cleaned more... cuz i can deal with pain... my mom can't... she complains about minor stuff too exagerates makes a big deal about things... it annoing... so yea... my grandma will probably blame me if she gets cancer.... cuz people love to point fingers at people in bad situations... especaly at me! who neve does anything :(