So.. heres my life

[curtiszor]

:whoops:Hey to start off im alex. im 13 and im here to let it all out.


It all started when i was about 9. I was watching tv and my dad walked in drunk and kicked me. I was so shocked all i did was cryed. I had no idea what this day would lead into.

About a year later my family was fighting constantly and my dad was drinking more and more my brother(4 years older) beat me up daily.

When i was 11 this was when it really got bad my mom got a studded belt and wiped me in the back. around this time i was also getting made fun of every day. My mom put me in therapy and that didnt work. I swear i heard voices in my head telling me things but never said a word.

When i turned 12 i got a new group of friends we burnt done a field about 20 by 30 metres and i ran and ran and got away from the police. Then drugs came into my life. Yes drugs at the age of 12! i smoked pot all the time.
Later i got kicked out of my house and lived in the forest for 3 days.

Now that im 13 i only smoke cigarettes not saying that as only as there good but it is better then drugs.

So thats my life i obviously did not add everything in this but all thats in this is 100% true.

thanks

[alex95]

oh we have the same name im alex im 14 but i never had these problems my dad drunk but it wasnt this bad my mom took out her anger on us sometimes she was never nice she hit us with a belt right on that vain on your forearm i smoked pot hated that shit never again never got kicked out the house or beat up by family well my cousin did but he was high and drunk and i ran im pretty fast... i was made fun of in elementary school (kids where assholes back then) it all ended in middle school where i got bigger and taller lol ah...ive had moments where the voices talk to me too lol (i believe its the devil) so i ignore it the best i can lol

[xhelgrindx]

I'm sorry to hear that you had to grow up in an environment like that. How are things now where are you living?

[curtiszor]

I'm sorry to hear that you had to grow up in an environment like that. How are things now where are you living?

Its better. my dad cut down on the drinking

[xhelgrindx]

That's good im glad to hear that.

[Icarus7]

Stop smoking pot and avoid it. It damages the brain and affects the memory, so a lot of people that smoke pot don't remember anything in their daily activities. Cigars are less hazardous, but still they damage the lungs and nicotine and tar stuck in the arteries increassing blodd pressure and generating illness. It could produce Atherosclerosis: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atherosclerosis

So it seems the troubles are drecreasing in you hosue and that is pretty good for you. try to find friends with functional families and with more organized lives that the ones you had. They could help you. Try on sports, they are healthy and increase interaction with other people and the chances of getting new friends!

If you need an advice or someone to talk.. just pm me :)

[xhelgrindx]

If you would have read his post he only smokes cigs now

[griffince]

alex thats sad to hear but don't let it get u down trust ive seen first hand wat happens if let let get u down my friend is now in jail coz the same stuff happened to him and he got caught so try to seek professional help

[2D]

Well, you can only go up from here. Hah. I kid, sort of.

Hope you keep making godo choices and only get better from here on.

[jess_undead]

I'm actually kinda glad the worst thing you did was smoke pot. I'm sort of proud of you, especially as you seem to be coping okayish now. I hope things continue to get better for you.