doens't scar?

[Asylum]

i have the urge again.... this is a must i am goign to cut myself feeliing.... like i can't really prevent it... especially if another anxiety attack comes along... i need to knwo what can get me that feeling without leaving scars. like for example cutting yourself with glass doesn't scar... iknow it does.. but its an exampel

like i'm not saying give me ways to hurt myself.... just give me ways... without the scars...?

[The Joker]

Just don't cut. That leaves no scar.

[jajaja]

DO NOT GIVE IN! You need to stop. I know it's hard, but change your thinking. Think of all the people who love you. Think of happy memories. The scars from cuts remain forever, even when your sadness eventually fades. They will always be there to remind you...do you want more reminders? Take control of your life. Everyone can choose their own course of actions. Please realize this. You can choose to stay clean of cutting. If you truly want that, then make that choice.

[Asylum]

i really want to.... but if you see my other post... you'll know why... i kno if i get worse in my anxiety.... the more unreal thigns seem i'm goign to try to feel soemthign thru cutting...

[jajaja]

Don't do that. Cutting makes things worse, not better. It will make you go deeper into illusions. It will not make your reality comforting. Try doing a physical activity, like running. Get out of the house and do something active. If it's night, go to sleep. Or lie in bed to prevent you from hurting yourself.

[Asylum]

i cna't.... i'm stuck in my room.... i'm in an unsafe neighborhood, and parents have house on lock down... its night here. and well i am in my bed... its where i usually do it... i can't sleep.... i usually go to sleep around 3 or 4 am. and wake up on 5 am. if school day... weekends whenever i'm woken up... i usually have trouble going to sleep and wake up constatly...

[Asylum]

yes but cutting makes me feel a little if it goes deeep and i come back to relatity...soemtiems othertimes nothing happens... but that chance iswroth somehting right?

[jajaja]

No, it is never worth it. Don't you want to stop? Is it really worth the amount of emotional pain it leaves you with and will cause again? Just stop now. You have the choice. You CAN stay scar-free from now on if you really want to. If what you are looking for on this forum is some way of justifying cutting, you won't find it. We are here to help you stop, not to help you make excuses. Just have faith in yourself. Love yourself. Choose to be free.

[Asylum]

I do really want to stop... no i guess not... i don't know if i have the will power tonight to stop... i feel like shit... i'll try my best not to do it... but sometiems... i black out and dont' remeber... or ill do it then block out that i did it.. of course it come bakc after i see it... well the fact tht i did it, not the whatwith when and why thats all supressed and blacked out till enxt time..

[jajaja]

You do have the willpower. Just believe that you do. You have the power to choose. Don't let the mind control who you are! If you black out and lose control, you should see a therapist immediately. You could really hurt yourself one day without even meaning to. It is essential that you seek help.

[jajaja]

Also, try this. Think of the people who love you seeing you hurt yourself. How do you think it would affect them? Feel how much they care about you. The people who love you in your life wouldn't want you to do this. If you can't stop cutting for yourself, then try to stop cutting for them, the special people in your life.

[Asylum]

that makes me feel wrose because i do hurt people when i cut...it just gives me guilt.... arghh...

[Amyxoxo]

Were not allowed to tell you how to cut without actually leaving anything there but there are ways of not hurting yourself as such but giving you that releafe that you want.
-You put ice to your skin-it numbs it and um ... its gets cold??? yeah
Well that is the only one i can think of that isnt actually classed as self harm but im sure that you can use some of the ways that can also distract people as well.

[ShatteredWings]

That's tipsharing, and against the site rules.

Cutting isn't worth it. Is there anyone you can talk to about what's bothering you that you WANT to cut?

[Asylum]

oh... i had no idea this was agasint site rules... arghh.. darn... i'll try the ice cubes next time...

oh many thigns are wrong... many of things.. mom might have cancer again... sister is going to have a scoliosis surgury in 5 years because its causing her heart problems again.. dads moving up in job more stress there... just found out my friend is suicidal

now if i didn't have enough emotions aleady.... i feel what my friends are feeling i ake on their emotions..... and most self harm and are depressed, so i pick up and feel that as well on top of my own feelings....

[mitchboii7]

don't do it.
you will regret it once you're older.

[Asylum]

i know... i already regret it... i figure whats another few scars... but thats when i cna't think clearly.. sometimes i really can't contorl.... but i try my best to stay away... i already did... so this post doens't help... i'll get the scars... accept them and move on.. and try not to do it again....

[Fiction]

Put an elastic bad round your wrist. "pluck" this elastic band. it will leave a mark for a while and it really hurts. it won't cause scaring tho :)

[Asylum]

i'll try it... the last time i tried it.. it became something that created the urge... maybe things cahnged... thanx.