why cant i hold my emotions!=[

[thedudeman]

this girl is great, whenever i see her talk to another guy i get so fucking jealous, and shes so nice and treats me great

but ever since i broke up with my abusive(emotionally) gf two years ago who i was deeply in love with i cant hold feelings for more then two weeks, i just lose interest, i dont know how to explain it, it just fucking leaves, and its making me really really frustrated, i have gone through like 5 or 6 girls in the past two years, i cant hold ONE, have i just not met the right girl? or should i seek therapy?
the medication isnt even working, im on seroquel, it makes me neurotic and twitchy but i cant stop until i see my psychiatrist so he can switch it out, 2 years of pure pain and i cant even get a girl to numb the pain a little bit, FUCK

needed to rant

[Aspiringanonymous]

2 years of pure pain and i cant even get a girl to numb the pain a little bit, FUCK
An inherently flawed approach; you should know that.

Seek healing from whatever brought you into this state, rather than attempting to dull it out with other passions of similar intensity.

[thedudeman]

An inherently flawed approach; you should know that.

Seek healing from whatever brought you into this state, rather than attempting to dull it out with other passions of similar intensity.

that would involve lots and lots of therapy

[Aspiringanonymous]

Not necessarily. Many paths lead to a common destination; your challenge is to uncover them, and determine the right one for you.

Of course, first and foremost, you must be willing to take on the difficult task, and recognize that it is most beneficial to your well-being in the long run.