Obscene Eyedeas
January 14th, 2010, 02:31 PM
Ok well i have always been an avid eater, eating more then most of my family, and more then my mom and sister combined. I could eat two days worth of party food in one.
Then when my depression hit really bad i started eating normally.
Now i've found out that i'm not really eating anything anymore and i dnt feel like eating either but i know this is wrong it wasnt triggered by anything though as far as i know.
Im now down to 91 pounds or 41 kg and im 5 foot 5. i got a real wake up call today when my friend told me at break she was worried bout me because she saw me yesterday, im very active and when i stopped eating i lost the weight very quickly. All i can say is im so happy bout my huge baggy school uniform so i can hide it from my parents and the bitches at school.
I want to start eating again i really do my weight is dangerous with my low blood pressure and my feinting but i cant really help liking how good i look in the mirror lately.
So really is there even a problem here? Do i need to gain weight
Then when my depression hit really bad i started eating normally.
Now i've found out that i'm not really eating anything anymore and i dnt feel like eating either but i know this is wrong it wasnt triggered by anything though as far as i know.
Im now down to 91 pounds or 41 kg and im 5 foot 5. i got a real wake up call today when my friend told me at break she was worried bout me because she saw me yesterday, im very active and when i stopped eating i lost the weight very quickly. All i can say is im so happy bout my huge baggy school uniform so i can hide it from my parents and the bitches at school.
I want to start eating again i really do my weight is dangerous with my low blood pressure and my feinting but i cant really help liking how good i look in the mirror lately.
So really is there even a problem here? Do i need to gain weight