Sinking

[ShatteredGlass]

I quit last January like the 28th or 30th something like that it's almost been a year and I was doing so well and I thought I could do it. I think I can, but I can feel it I'm so close to sinking back into the black (which is were I go where I need to cut) I never feel happy anymore I feel desperate and I know I'm better than this I can do better than this but I cannot seem to care anymore nothing seems to matter except for him, he (let's say subject x, x for short) is the only thing that I guess really makes me feel, most the time sad and disappointed but the occasional approval makes my heart flutter, I know I sound really pathetic, maybe I am. Eh, I won't waste too much of your time boring you with explanations and stuff, just know that come this time next month I my signature might just say "Yup, I cut again"...I hope that coherent.

[Amyxoxo]

No your not pathetic, you just want to cut. But seriously would you really want to waste all of that effort for this time you need to cut. Does 'him' know that you cut?
If no then imagine what it would be like if he found out that you did, it may crush him.
If yes, then I presume he has been suporting you and he would hate to see you go back into this cycle.
As you said you are much better than this and .... Stay away from sinking back into the black!! :) xxx

[Soccer Girl 13]

I totally agree with Amy. You've done so well so far, so are you really going to waste all your time and effort that you've put in by cutting again?
If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me ( : Im here to help you ( :
And that goes for anyone ( :

[HeroesAndCons]

hust say no to that razor