Only way out?

[Xunji]

About a few months ago, I attempted to suicide in class, which was a huge mistake. Ever since, I've been treated much worst. I felt depressed since then, I lost almost all of my friends, and my girlfriend dumped me. I don't really know what to do. If I keep feeling this way, I think the only way to finish this is with a bullet in my head.

I'm going to try for 3 more days, but if I don't get to feeling any better, I'm suiciding.

[Aspiringanonymous]

The worst way to go about with any experiment is to approach with expectations. Your statement implied that, a part of you already expects that no, there will be no improvement, and thus the act of suicide can be justified.

Plus, most life-altering opportunities present themselves unforeseen.

I must ask why you chose to attempt suicide in class, in the first place. It seems highly illogical. Of course you would be shunned by the masses; did that not occur to you before making that decision?

Anyway, what has already happened, has happened. How and why it did are not as relevant as how to cope with the state of affairs at hand. You can actively seek ways to better yourself, for one. Or, you can just simply let life take its own course, and at some point in time, all that which torments you now will pass, one way or another - for that is the way of nature. Nothing ever remains unchanged.

The way I see it; if you're ready to die anyway, why not just keep living for the sake of it? Just taking a peek at what exactly this thing called 'life' is all about, anyway. There's an eternity of time to be spent being dead afterward, and by then, no amount of prior personal shortcomings will matter anyway. There's no need to rush, a few decades won't make a huge difference.

Besides, pain and discomfort is an interesting experience. Not a pleasant one, but certainly a worthwhile one. There is so much potential for insight and character to be gained here. Life challenges exist not to hinder our paths, but rather to make it all the more rich and meaningful. See what I mean?

[Mr. Smithers]

No please don't. I'm here. Just please, whatever you are sad about isn't worth it. Find new friends, they were never your friends if they won't be supportive to you. Talk to a counselor, I'm here to talk to you, but please don't. It's not worth wasting your life over. Suicide is never the answer.

[runner4life]

I would recommend calling 1-217-762-HELP or 1800-999-9999

[lengthy_brochure]

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[Asylum]

Listen to me.... this is not the way to go.... things may seem awful now, but there is a better future for you my friend....everything happens for a reason and a purpose.... even bad things havbe a purpose... but the bad things make up only a portion of our lives.... think of the happy times....think of those u'l leave behind... how it will affect them.... how they couldn't make yu happy (even if they were awful to you.... they still did some good to you...) (everyoe has a good and bad side).... go talk to a cousler..... you seirously need help... this is no way to live... plese don't do it... you are loved.... have faith .... things will get better... you just need to wait it out.... otherwise... you won't find out what ould've been....

[BeautifulDisaster]

I'm also curious why you chose to try and take your life in class.

Nothing is worth taking your life over.
You can sort things out.
Things can only get better if they are that bad.

[CuriousDestruction]

hey, that sounds like a pretty crappy situation. i'm so sorry you are in it. but please don't end your life because of it. suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. middle school sucks. i seriously contemplated suicide in 7th grade too. but in a year and a half you'll be in high school. you'll have this all behind you and nobody will even know you. it's a chance to start anew. i know that sounds kinda far away, but it'll come quicker than you think. PM me if you wanna talk.

[Snake217]

The 3 days have passed and we dont know nothing about him

...

[BeautifulDisaster]

*shrugs*

And...?

A lot of people do this.

[CuriousDestruction]

he hasn't been on since january 13th, 2 days after this post...

[Asylum]

oh no.... :(

[Ryhanna]

Don't worry, I'm sure he's come to his senses... I really HOPE he's come to his senses...

[Ryhanna]

He hasn't been on in close to a month.... Now I'm really worried :S

[BeautifulDisaster]

I'm not worried, people do this a lot on forums.

You never really know what happens.