sleepyegghead
January 11th, 2010, 10:01 PM
Well, I'm an average 14 year old girl. I don't date and I don't have much thoughts on anything related to that.
Here's my problem, I think I might have an alter ego. The problem is, he's a guy. And he's much older than me, I think 23. He calls himself David Lee.
He doesn't talk to me in my head or take over me or something, as a matter of fact, I only live through his eyes during my sleeps and daydreams, or sometimes even when I close my eyes for a few minutes.
In David's world, he's an actor and he crushes on Megan Fox. And that's what worries me. I have no control over what David thinks or does or says in his world. And it worries me because it sort of sounds like I'm fantasizing about Megan Fox when I'm obviously a girl. Of course, its not always sexual. Sometimes its like I'm living a movie with David as the character as he lives his life as an actor. Its like an on-going story that happens only when I'm not conscious of myself. And it just started recently.
I don't think its harming me, but I just think its sort of weird on my account.
Um, if it helps you analyze, I am a tomboy, and I do have thoughts of wishing I was born a guy. But they're never serious thoughts and I don't think much on them.
Here's my problem, I think I might have an alter ego. The problem is, he's a guy. And he's much older than me, I think 23. He calls himself David Lee.
He doesn't talk to me in my head or take over me or something, as a matter of fact, I only live through his eyes during my sleeps and daydreams, or sometimes even when I close my eyes for a few minutes.
In David's world, he's an actor and he crushes on Megan Fox. And that's what worries me. I have no control over what David thinks or does or says in his world. And it worries me because it sort of sounds like I'm fantasizing about Megan Fox when I'm obviously a girl. Of course, its not always sexual. Sometimes its like I'm living a movie with David as the character as he lives his life as an actor. Its like an on-going story that happens only when I'm not conscious of myself. And it just started recently.
I don't think its harming me, but I just think its sort of weird on my account.
Um, if it helps you analyze, I am a tomboy, and I do have thoughts of wishing I was born a guy. But they're never serious thoughts and I don't think much on them.