Is this abuse?

[Obscene Eyedeas]

ok well Not long ago my best friend died and he was the rock for a lot of people Luke. ever since he died everyone has been so depressed and his girlfriend killed herself. so im trying my best to take care of everyone because im the only one everyone seems to listen to. not long ago one of the lads found a note one of the girls closest to luke had wrote. saying she was going to kill herself that night. she was heading away in 1 and a half hours after that so they called me frantically her boyfriend was having a panick attack so they sent him home, they didn't want her to know they knew so they could buy time. my only option to get there in time as i live 2 hours away was to get a lift from damien. him and his friend danny had tried to rape me before but i had to get there to help her.

when we were in the car ha pulled over locked the doors. and started kissing me, putting his hands up my top. trying to get on top of me. trying to put my hand down his pants. i didnt know what to do. i didnt want this, i hated it, i was crying but he was going to dump me out of the car in the middle of nowhere if i tried to stop him and my friend would have died. i had to get to her in time and he was the only psycho who would speed on ice. when i got to her i did end up saving her.

i feel lik a used slut though. i cant even look in the mirror anymore. he did it for a long time and i didnt stop him.

therefore is it abuse? he knew how much i cared about her, how badly i needed the lift and that i wouldnt get it off anyone else in time. so he used me

[OnlyByTheNight.]

yup its abuse. you should report him to the gardai.

[sabotaged111]

Yes, that is abuse, and i recommend you tell someone you can trust and think will help you, good luck :) ps. So sorry for your loss. x

Connor x

[Sapphire]

Yes, this is abuse.

But you don't have to suffer in silence. Find your local rape crisis centre. They can offer you support in dealing with this in a safe space.
I know that that may sound very daunting, but you have to deal with this. It won't go away on its own.

[Thrash Bassist]

Yes this is abuse...
You need to talk to someone. You are not a slut. That guy is just a perverted rapist!:mad:

[thrust of trust]

i'm sorry for your loss. talk to a trusted adult about what happened in the car that day. don't keep such things bottled up. release yourself from that trauma.