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[Gumleaf]

gahhh idk whats up? today i have just gone further and further downhill as the day goes on. i've got nothing at all. feel like crap, have no bloody idea why? i've felt so much stronger lately, like i've been able to deal with things, but obviously i've put up a mask that hid things so well that it was hiding from myself too. i feel so low, so alone but i refuse to bother anyone about it. everyone in my life right now has their own things to worry about. nobody should have to worry about me ever except me. i wish i wasn't like this, i wish i didn't put people through this. i should be shot now and put myself and everyone who suffers because of me out of their misery! :cry: :(

[karl]

I don't like Mondays either. Come on, you're a Global Mod, you have 61 blogs, 100 rep power, and 10,169 posts, that's a lot, and a kid like me looks up to guys like you. You must have done some awsome things. I know I'm just a little squirt but I'd like you to know that I care, and I hope you soon feel better. Karl

[Maverick]

Stephen, I'm not impressed by these threads and I'm going to tell you why. If you aren't happy then you need to do something about it. You gotta take control of this situation and stop constantly whining. You're much too cool of a person to be having pity parties on here.

If you're sad but have no idea why then you have to find the inner-strength to be happy. You have to look at everything around you and realize that you have so much to be happy. Happiness is something you make of. If you want to be happy and not be sad you have to be productive and find a way to be happy.

Mind over matter. A positive attitude and hope can get you places.