deadpie
January 10th, 2010, 05:10 PM
All day I've been pondering about calling CPS
Because I'm becoming a goddamn ravage wreck
You put me in this situation when it was already a mess
I came home from school and paced to my room
Analyzing all the homework I had to do
Slid my hand down my pants
And laid myself casually on the bed
I pleasured myself until nothing was left
That's when you came in
I gulped myself a Polaroid of me in hell
But that's nothing compared to what happened next
You made a smirk and walked towards me pulling out a cigarette
Placing it on your lips you whispered,
"Come to mommy."
My innocent eyes almost went blind
I didn't believe it was happening
Your shirt; Your skirt
The kisses that burnt and hurt
It left me speechless
When God launched me down I didn't make a sound
I'll never look at you the same now
I'm going to say goodbye
Sign away my life in a delightful note
It's as precious as this slashed up throat
All the fucking memories that we had
Aren't just a piece of the past
They're fucking dead.
I bottled myself in shame and whiskey
You took a part out of me
And the next day you did it again
I haven't slept for days; just thinking who to blame
Maybe me since I'm too afraid
My lips will be shut like the casket you'll soon close
Throw down a fucking rose on my grave
Watch it decay.
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I know this isn't normal for me to write like this, but It's dedicated to a friend of mine I talked to this morning. I thought it'd make a disturbing poem.
Because I'm becoming a goddamn ravage wreck
You put me in this situation when it was already a mess
I came home from school and paced to my room
Analyzing all the homework I had to do
Slid my hand down my pants
And laid myself casually on the bed
I pleasured myself until nothing was left
That's when you came in
I gulped myself a Polaroid of me in hell
But that's nothing compared to what happened next
You made a smirk and walked towards me pulling out a cigarette
Placing it on your lips you whispered,
"Come to mommy."
My innocent eyes almost went blind
I didn't believe it was happening
Your shirt; Your skirt
The kisses that burnt and hurt
It left me speechless
When God launched me down I didn't make a sound
I'll never look at you the same now
I'm going to say goodbye
Sign away my life in a delightful note
It's as precious as this slashed up throat
All the fucking memories that we had
Aren't just a piece of the past
They're fucking dead.
I bottled myself in shame and whiskey
You took a part out of me
And the next day you did it again
I haven't slept for days; just thinking who to blame
Maybe me since I'm too afraid
My lips will be shut like the casket you'll soon close
Throw down a fucking rose on my grave
Watch it decay.
-----
I know this isn't normal for me to write like this, but It's dedicated to a friend of mine I talked to this morning. I thought it'd make a disturbing poem.