I just want to cry :(

[Lifeguard18]

Ok. So in this post ( http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=62711 ) talks a bout a guy i like. I told him I liked him. He said ok. The convo went on. I asked " you definatley don't had to answer this but do you like me? I'm sorry if I put you in a weird or an idk what to say state." he responded, "I only see us as friends. Honestly no :/." it took me a few mins to respond. I said "I'm ok with that. Being honest is always the best :)" 15 mins went by I just typed "so...lol" to get a convo started. He always responds to that with a lol and we pick up a huge convince after that. Guess what his status was "Offline." after I saw that I almost cried. I actually almost cried when he said just friends. My eyes were getting puffy. The I signed off. I want to be with him so bad. I want to hold him and embrace every moment with him. I want him to lay down with me when we go to sleep. I'm on bottom e's on top (no that's not meaning sex or anything). I guess it won't happen :(

FML

[The Joker]

I'm sorry.

Hug?

[Lifeguard18]

I'm sorry.

Hug?

Hug accepted. Thanks :)

[sildavin]

That sucks dude... Who knows maybe things will change in the future for you just hold your head high!!

I'd also like to throw a hug out there for ya ;)

If you need anything pm/im/email me :) I'm one of the leaders of my schools GSA so I help guys like you all the time (I don't mean that offensively) and I'm not one of those creepers that'll ask for "pics" so please don't hesitate!

[Lifeguard18]

And every time I hear "Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol and "My Happy
Ending" by Avril Lavigne I just think of him. When I listen to those songs I think of being with him holding him and just have a big smile on my face. I need him. Omg I'm going to fricken cry. I can't... I can't stop thinking about this boy. If he just said yes I like you, idc if it's in five mins tomorrow or next month or when Im about to die, I would be the happiest person alive

FML :(

[Lifeguard18]

That sucks dude... Who knows maybe things will change in the future for you just hold your head high!!

I'd also like to throw a hug out there for ya ;)

If you need anything pm/im/email me :) I'm one of the leaders of my schools GSA so I help guys like you all the time (I don't mean that offensively) and I'm not one of those creepers that'll ask for "pics" so please don't hesitate!

Thank you alot. :). This is hard for me. But I think I'll be good by tomorrow. I hope things do change for me.

Oh

hug accepted :)

[sildavin]

Hey it's what Im here for :) just think positive. Maybe if you can get to know each other better this whole thing could work in your favour!

And thanks for not rejecting my hug ^_^

[nick]

Sorry AppleFanBoy, but that's just how it goes sometimes. You find yourself falling for someone and pluck up the courage to say something, but thats always going to be a sort of pivital moment where either you find that they feel the same way or else it ends in disappointment. I can fully understand how it makes you cry if he's offline now and wont even talk, I would cry too, that's happened to me in the past. Maybe when he's had a little more time to adjust to the thought he will come back to you as a friend anyway.

[iamniokekun]

sorry man. That's just really unfortunate.
I feel the same way about a girl i'm deeply in love with.

[Zazu]

Sexuality > R&D

[The Batman]

When someone turns you down it hurts at first but you just have to pick yourself up and just realize that maybe that person isn't the right one for you. Just be glad that you guys are friends and show him that this won't create any awkwardness(which it probably will so you just have to fake it). Sorry it didn't turn out well though but it just leaves an opening for someone better to come along :).

[Lifeguard18]

Thanks everyone. He went back online at 1230 in the morning just when I went to bed. He's on now but I don't feel like talking to him much right now.

[Evermore]

Talk to him!!!

[Lifeguard18]

Talk to him!!!

I am. I sent him a message on Sunday he didn't answer back. He wasn't away or anything. I'm going to send him a message tonight. I'm starting to get over it but I still like him. And were always talking about how we can't wait to get a boyfriend. I guess he doesn't see me like that (of course lol. I stated it above.) And i was hoping he could be the one to make me happy he would be by my bedside when I'm sick etc. Etc. I just think it's weird we talk about having a bf. He had two bf's before. And even one time a long ass time ago when we met he said hopefully we will become something were bonding and all. But that was like the second month we knew each other. Idt he knew what he was saying. Lol. Yeah. But I just have to get over no but I still like him though.