aloginnp
January 7th, 2010, 02:33 PM
I heard voices for two and a half weeks and then they just stopped. Is that Acute Paranoid Schizophrenia, and does that mean it's going to happen again if it has already happened once? I always wondered what it felt like to "go crazy." Now, I know how it feels. It was this immense pain and it felt like a tape playing over and over in my head, because some things would sound the same, but other words I couldn't make out or they would be trying to tell me things that other people might be thinking about me or whatever else. I learned to simply ignore it. I told myself not to believe what I heard and then it went away. As long as I didn't react, or respond to it I turned out to be okay. But, I find the experience so weird, and there is not really anyone here who can understand what it is that I've gone through. I need to talk to someone who has had similar experiences. My experience is much more complicated than I even posted. I thought the experience was scary, because it doesn't feel like it's all in your head. Although, it is; meaning it is in your control. It just feels so weird, though. And, what I mean by saying it is in your control is to not give it control. It seemed the more afraid I became of the voices the more profound they became in my mind. So, maybe ignoring them would work or has worked for others as well?
My email is [email protected] if anyone wants to talk further about this.
My email is [email protected] if anyone wants to talk further about this.