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[Kahn]

Deleted for personal reasons.

[Quick_Sylver]

Adam, you know I'm here. You can always PM me. :hug: Hang in there.

[karl]

I don't know what to say to you to help, except that I care, and I hope someone here on VT will have the words. I feel so inadecuate. Karl

[nick]

Adam you're well liked and appreciated on here, it sucks that your home life is so poor and that you have so few real-life friends close to home. I'm aways around if you need some one unload or talk to, I think I've given you my contact details before, if not just ask if you want them.

Best wishes.

[The Batman]

I know I complain a lot about my life. I should probably stop but it sucks. This will probably just be another rant so you don't have to read it if you don't want to.

I hate living in Ohio but I hate living with my Dad. He is an ass hole beyond belief and I had to spend the weekend with him. He wants me to spend time with him but he doesn't even talk to me. I try talking to him but he just mumbles to himself. I was sick Friday and I couldn't get any sleep the whole weekend. Every ten minutes (Seriously) I would wake up. Once I got about an hour of sleep but that was it. I was uncomfortable and it was my last 3 days of break.

Living in Ohio is not better. Like some of you know I am new. I have only about 3 real friends and I have already gotten into some trouble. My Mom is an alcoholic and a drug attic and we have a small house. I go to a school about a half an hour away from where I live and I am lonely because all of my brothers even close to my age live in Buffalo. Without them I am lonely. I don't hang out with any of my friends here. I only really hang out with the ones in Buffalo.

I don't know if anyone really cares listening to me rant anymore... I could care less. I need to let this out. I hate my life. A lot. And nothing really is helping change that. I just want to live in New York again but I can't. I fucking hate it.

Adam it's almost scary how much our lives are similar, I think that it's time for you to go out and find friends so if you ever do feel horrible at home you have a place to go and you have people to hang out with. Having someone there with you always makes life a little more bearable so just go out and start talking to people, get to know them so they can get to know you, and just find a place to escape your home life.

[XxHaViiK]

Yeah, it's hard not having any friends to hang out with. I live in Colorado, but every single one of my friends are in Maryland, Pennsylvania, or Virginia. It's really hard, but just remember we all make it to the point where we can move to an area that's much closer to our friends.

[Kahn]

I am always nervous when I go out there. It is hard for me to embrace people. I don't know why. It is hard for me to talk...

[Asylum]

hello Adam. no don't stop posting about your problems. Then we can't help you. Your not complaining, your jsut searching for some good advice on the subject matter of how do I deal with this. People here at VT are hear to listen and help no matter what so keep on posting. i understand how you feel. My father is the smae way. It is completely awkward, and arghh i know it's hard to stand them. Perhaps you can live with your mother. If not and you hate the both of them call social services to get new family. Or go live with your brothers, where ever they are living at. I understand what it's like to have no friends. You should try to talk to new people. They don't wan you to tlak to them? There loss, not yours. When your with your dad why not call some of your friends in Buffalo, or facebook/myspace, meebo, etc. It's free so phone bills won't be an issue. Or maybe you could take one of them to your dads for a bit like in the summer break. Adam I care. I'm very glad you posted. And i want to help you to the best of my ability. Just hang in there ok? Listen, your life may seem gosh awful now... but things will get better. They seriously will. Nothign lasts forever, not even the pain and emotional hurt you must be feeling. Guess what there is a light at the end of the tunnel my friend. You will soon be let out of your parental cage, and fly to success. You will not live with your parents forever. You will be on your own in a few years. If you think about it, it may seem long, but it isn't. Also look on the bright side., You have friends. You have us. We are all hear to listen and hlep, :) you are not alone. So hang in there. PM me anytime ok? :)

[ChaoticHarmony]

listen buddy, i know it may seem like hell now, but it WILL get better. you have to trust me ok? you need to branch out and talk to people. make friends. get out of that house. do what u need to. i know its going to be hard, and i know u might be scared or dont think you can do it, but u have to try. if you dont, your just gonna end up worse of than u are now...and i know we both dont want that.
you gotta try n get thru it ok? and know that there are in fact people that care, especially here.
if you ever feel the need to rant, complain, need advice, want to chat, or whatever, please feel free to pm me. im here for you :)

[Kahn]

I feel if I try I will fail. And if I fail... Well, I just don't feel like myself if I do.

[Aspiringanonymous]

I feel if I try I will fail. And if I fail... Well, I just don't feel like myself if I do.
But is that a good enough reason to not try?

[BuryYourFlame]

I know things seem far off now, they always do when we're in the midst of the situation, but this will all be over soon; our teenage years are really only a small portion of our life. As people have already said, try going out more, finding some new people, making some more friends in your area. Eventually you will be able to leave that place, but until you can, try to keep in mind how relatively short the amount of time is that you're stuck there for. =]

[daveywavey]

You are too caught in the past to move on dude. You need to worry about the present only and how you plan to move into the future your priorities are backwards in my opinion. What you do today and the choices you make NOW will carve your future. What hapeened in the past is done with and what's happening now allthough tough for you is only a speed bump in ur otherwise normalish existence. I have a bit more insight on you compared to the other people in here but you need to make that next step to happiness because the more you think how everything sucks life sucks blah blah there is always someone worse off and there is always someone better off. It's the circle of life man. Are you gonna ride it or get left behind? You are a fighter god dammit so compose yourself as such.


Davey