New Urges

[The Batman]

The other day I went to walmart and bought some more razors planning on using them(I didn't though), but as soon as i got them I regretted it and didn't want anything to do with them. Still I can't throw them away(simply because I don't want to) and I started wanting to cut for any reason I could think of. I haven't gone through it and I really don't plan on doing it but idk it's just getting harder and harder to resist wanting to feel it again just that feeling I get when that razor touches my skin gah I miss it. I've never felt like this before and like since the year began I haven't been really depressed just down. This is just weird for me and Idk what to do if I throw away the razors I know I'll be craving it more...

[BuryYourFlame]

You want to do it more simply because it is readily available; you're thinking about it more. You know that it's pointless mate and will only make you feel worse and would have a heap of other drawbacks as well.

I suggest you get rid of those blades as soon as you can. Yes, it will make it harder for a while, but over time it will become easier.

[munchausen]

I've been trying to stay sober to keep a promise but I have a razor in my phone -between the battery and sim- in case I crack.

[Asylum]

empy misery, you might want to throw out the razors. if you can't do it yourself... get a friend who you trust to do it for you. the temptation will make it worse. i've felt really depressed to... and had the urge... but i'm not going to give up trying to say sober. and you should try. resist it. it's not worth it. summer is coming, and you don't want more scars... please be careful and good luck. i know you can do it.

Damian it is good to you are trying to stay sober, but please try not to do it... you may want to throw that razor away... i did the same thing.... and well the razor was too tempting... good luck i know you can do it.

i'm lgad you gys are trying to stay sober :)

[The Batman]

I know I should get rid of them and I just mentioned to Calum sometimes I hear like my own voice in my head telling me to cut, giving me reasons to be depressed, telling me to do other bad things and usually i'd start arguing with it and sometimes i win sometimes I don't. It's not something recent it's more of something I've heard all my life and it's just getting louder and louder recently and feels like I'm losing myself. I sound crazy as fuck right now.

[Amyxoxo]

Well things are going to get tough once you have stoped for a while and i know that is it hard and nearly impossiable but you just have to take control over the things tell you to cut and outweigh them with something else. Listen to music read get you thoughts back in your head. Instead of getting your friends to throw your razors away get them to keep them, that way you know that you are safe and they probally wont give them back to you ... :) xx

[The Batman]

I would if i actually trusted anyone around me but like with my recent cuts I honestly can't think of a reason I did it and I'm starting to not feel remorse about it. Like I cut get the feeling I wanted then I'm going back to what i was doing before.