Tired

[Aspiringanonymous]

The feeling of fatigue, of being tired of everything, is persistent and ubiquitous. Nothing can truly move me anymore. Perhaps that is not as negative as it seems?

They say that such an experience is only the privilege of those mid-aged folk, learned and worn in the ways of the world. They say that I am not in a justifiable position to claim such perceptions.

So they express their contempt. But even hurting requires much energy, more than I have to expend.

Only absurdity and chaos of the mind remains, its power still going strong.

[Asylum]

I understand how you are feeling Maya. Just try to keep positive. Think of the good things that has happened. You didn't have a good 2009? Well then you'll just have to make 2010 epic. Are you anemic? Anemia can make you feel fatigue. Try taking an iron pill and it might give you a boost.

I hate when people do that. They automatically awesome some inane idea that just because we are kids we can't comprehend adults feelings.

Well I'm very happy you are too tired to hurt yourself :)
Think of it this way... will this really help? Sure it will feel good for a second, or two. But is it worth the scars? Summer will be approaching in a few months... you don't want anymroe scars... I know it's hard... i'm stuggling with the uirges too... but this feeling your feeling will not last froevr, the scar will... you can do it... you odn't need to hurt. pm me if you need to vent :)
your mind is strong. don't let your mind give into these urges. it's not worth it. i know its hard. *huggles*

[Kahn]

Maya. I am here. I know how you feel trust me. You and I have had some good talks, some very intelligent ones. Like talking about J.R.R Tolkien. We can have more, I am just unavailable a lot because of my lack of health and my sadness.

Say the word and I will talk. I am almost always on VT. I know this is all people do. Offer to talk and such. But Maya this is coming from my heart. You are truly a great friend, even though we have such a great distance between us our talks intrigue me. I love them.

Like I said I feel the same way. What I do sometimes is just go outside and sit under a tree and write or just sit there and think. It isn't the best idea, I am not using much energy but it is interesting. Sometimes deer are in fields and sometimes the birds will fly in large flocks. I don't know if you can do that in Canada during the Winter but during the Spring go out and find a special place to be. It will help trust me.

If you ever want to talk my MSN is [email protected] or my AIM is AdamKnight814. PM me to.

Maya.. I am here. We are in the same situation. We can help each other.

Love,
Adam

P.S That's right. I said love. ;)