what is the point

[budd55]

Hello, im not new just never post anything that has been answered mostly, so to get to the point. i was feeling great, have an awesome life, awesome family, had great friends, then they most left over a f*cking video game(sorry bout language), Modern Warfare 2. yea MW2, okay so they left. One dear friend removed me and now hates me b/c i was singing. idc about him, well i care about him just mad that he keeps leaving me. im not gay, so i don't love him but we were close friends. So i sent a message to them, and i know them in real life, so i'm asking "What is the point in life? Why are we here? Is this life a test for the next world, when we die, the afterlife. Why did God create family and friends? I still have my family but am losing my friends. Why am i losing them i don't know, maybe im annoying i don't know, but i know it will all BE DONE WITH SOON. life that is." i sent that to them, they thought it was a suicidal message which it may seem to be, i haven't decided yet. Some did stop to realize what was happening and stopped. I truly don't have the guts to kill myself, i still like my life, but i'm now starting to think. You guys may say oh get over it, it was a kid. leave it alone but something is telling me to not. i felt better later b/c another friend cheered me up, but still feel like sh*t. But my question is why do i feel this way, and what is the real point in life?

[Rutherford The Brave]

The point is to live and Not kill yourself. Do you really need to ask that question? No, if you hate whats happening in your live change it. Don't sit around and be like "Wow, MW2 is better than I am apparently." God didn't do this to you, he doesn't have that choice. Apparently you need better friends, so go make some.

[karl]

I'm glad you don't have the guts to kill yourself, and hope you never do. I believe that asking for help on VT was the right thing to do. I am only 13 and far too young to have any experience to offer any help, but I'm sure that among the many members there will be guys and gals that will be able to offer advice to help you, I really hope so

[budd55]

yea i do hope so too, but Ocean i have a lot of friends only this group which i really like is doing this, but idk this week is really sucking for me, hopefully i can get my mind off this subject and think of better, happier things in life, and maybe next week will be better.

[Rutherford The Brave]

yea i do hope so too, but Ocean i have a lot of friends only this group which i really like is doing this, but idk this week is really sucking for me, hopefully i can get my mind off this subject and think of better, happier things in life, and maybe next week will be better.

You will, I advise spending time with the people who are not as close to you, maybe strengthen your relationship with them?

[budd55]

There is one kid cheering me up, and now im good friends with him, but he lives 45minutes away, and rarely comes down here. but i'll get over it eventually and keep some of you guys updated. thanks

[foof1]

Maybe this means that its time to find new friends. If these people keep treating you like this they are not your friends.

[DrkZ90]

yea i do hope so too, but Ocean i have a lot of friends only this group which i really like is doing this, but idk this week is really sucking for me, hopefully i can get my mind off this subject and think of better, happier things in life, and maybe next week will be better.

Perhaps they (at least some) of them got the game for Christmas and are enjoying it? I know if I had gotten any games for Christmas I would be playing them now almost nonstop (I got myself some though, and I'm playing nonstop lol)... give them time, novelty will wear off and they will be back to normal... I don't think they are trying to be mean on purpose...

Cheers, I know you'll make it through this :)

[Asilentsuicide]

man, it is good that you don't have the guts to kill yoursel just go careful and remember don't try and get the guts to kill yourself, i went completely off the rails a few yrs ago. and when i was 10 i did my first suicide attempt- scary thought that one still scares me man. i used to think i didn't have the guts to kill myself then i began to feel lik an idoit for not havin the guts so as long as u don't think that life will go on