Losing My World

[caitiemac]

The pain's not between my legs anymore
It comes when I close my eyes when I’m alone in my room
Crying
And I can’t tell anyone why
It's a man who knew not my name

Do you think I’ll go to hell for this?
Do I really want to go to a
Heaven
Ruled by a God who lets girls
Bleed because of men

He kissed me
Salty kisses of hatred
In places that should have been
Sacred

Tore my clothes off
My soul being undressed

My shouts meaning nothing
Enticing him with every breath

I had just lost my world.