i'm really trying

[Waiting]

i'm really trying hard not to,
its been months, years even since ive last cut, maybe a scratch here and there but nothing heavy, but now, its just different, before i had the urge, the want, but not the drive,
but now it feels like its just easy to throw it all away.
no matter where i cut, i wouldnt be able to get away with it,
i'd probably loose alot more than just a no-cut record.
ergh sigh.

[BuryYourFlame]

Mate, you know the risk in cutting and how much you would loose if you did, it really isn't worth it especially on the greater scale. As much as I don't want you to cut, I'm not going to say 'oh noes, don't do it', you need to make that decision for yourself; weigh the pros and cons. Just keep in mind a few things while making your decision; is it really worth what you would be giving up? Is there anything else you could do to help ease the feeling, like talking to a close friend or playing a game?

Good Luck.

[Asylum]

you've come this far. don't give up, i know you can do it :) yu don't want to start all over again, do you?