back to nothing

[Gumleaf]

i guess its been building up for a few days but tonight i just hit rock bottom again. i've been hiding it from everyone, even myself if i'm honest. all day i have felt like rubbish, have no bloody idea why and now i have this stupid obsession about my bad looks. ahhh, i'm just sick of it. everytime i make progress and try and help myself i end up back here and i just wish i knew why? today at work it took everything i had not to just start crying, i'm just a total joke. if God was capable of making a mistake then i must be it! sometimes i wish i was dead!

[TigerLily]

:hug:

You are not a mistake, nor are you ugly, and I for one am certainly glad you're alive and that I've been lucky enough to have you as a friend - and I'm sure there are so many people that would second that.

You can get through this and you'll have a great future. That's what you told me, and it's true for you too. Believe your own advice :)

Things will get better than this, I promise :hug3:

[Harley Quinn]

I second that.
Stephen i was talking to you about this earlier and you have to understand that yes shit happens but you have to be a strong person and fight it head first. I've already talked to you about that self confidence issue you have and I made you see sense, maybe I'll have to do that again. Ste you are not ugly you are not a mistake god himself put you on this earth and god himself must of seen something in you, you are one of my closest friends and you know I'm always here for you. You give good advice to us and now you need to practice what you preach because you know deep down that what you wrote is a load of shite. Remember when you told me you were voted "Stud Of The Year" that proves you are not ugly or anything. I'll talk to you when you're online again. I love you Ste. :hug:

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Ste remember what I told you....
You are my sexy aussie muffin man and I love ya! You are way more awesome and special than you give yourself credit for ste! I'm always here for you hun.
:hug3: