Too much shit... not enough of me...

[wavey]

Well, im planning on self harming or even suicidal, i am so pissed off atm. i a m a 'problem' to my parents. i have a anxiety issue which makes me feel quite lonely alot of the time, mainly the reason i dont socialise as much as i should. and i am relucatnat for my parents to go out.

But apparent,y its my fault i have this issue, and i am the issue my parents dont spend alone time together they want me out, so im going out. for life.

I have a few options i am thinking of, one is to run away, never come back. ill kick the bucket.
another is to get out, get pissed, and kill myself.
another would be to rebel, start smoking like my parents, start getting pissed all the time, blow my savings.
and the third is to just die. fast.

I need advice, and if i dont get it soon, it may be too late, which i dont want, ive got stuff i want to do...

My plans were to go out after new year with sum friends... but.. i dont see that happening with myself becuase ive gone backover into a state of depression which took 6 months and 2 phsycologists to get me outta it.

life fucking sucks, lifes a bitch. why wont it take me.

I reckon the latter option is the most easiest, and quickest way to gtfo off this life.

[sarah newman]

dont worry your not the only one. I self harm and my parentss no and they see me as an issue. so they expect me to stop, but the problem with self harm is that the person who does it makes them feel so good at the time when all it does is leave scars on wherever you do it and it doesnt ddo anything for you. I tryed to commit suicide twice, one was gettin ran over and the other was overdose. theres more to life, you just got to look on the positive side of this. Im sure you are a lovely girl/boy who will have a brill future. Your mum and dad are the ones with the issues if they think this low of you. dont take any notice of them.
It sounds like you have a big problem, you havee low asteem of yourself. im sure you have quite alot of problems that need talkin over? PM me, im usually on this everyday, then when i get to no more about you and yyou no more about me then i can give u my mobile number incase of emergencies or your out and just feel like dying.
REMEMBER-YOUR NEVER EVER ALONE, IM HERE FOR YOU, ALWAYS AM ALWAYS WILL BE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[Aspiringanonymous]

Or you have another, more interesting, and better option.

Stay and live your life the way you deserve to. And see how they react. They gave birth to you after all, therefore acknowledging their responsibility to take you in until the age of maturity. If they think you're a problem, well, they asked for it. They deserve a little challenge; it would be unfortunate if you gave up so easily.

None of this is your fault, and I know you know that, somewhere deep down.

[loz4]

Dude you can't escape life, even if you kill yourself, Karma. It's a bitch but keeps me in line, plus life's going alright at the moment. Also why are you depressed. Depression can be fixed by simply asking yourself why your depressed? and try to figure what would fix that problem. If it's your folks like up above said. They deserve a challange and don't give up. If their throwing the towel in, you get out their and throw it in their faces.