Been cutting since I was 10

[Do A Barrel Roll]

Okay, here is my story. WHen I was ten, i started freeaking out because of something dumb, like maybe a toy or something, you know kids stuff. I went to my room, and in my rampageeous state i fell and sliced open part of my arm on a chair! I got a bad scar, and it sucked. I grew up, and in these teen years having a scar there makes everyone think i am emo and cut myself. I hate it, because i get called emo whenever i dont wear a sweater. it is almost summer, and it is HOT!!!. So now I dont wear one, and i get called emo again. i started to believe them, ad hated everyone. Then, one day, i tried cutting for real. It hurt... but I liked it because i felt better about myself and everyone. Now, I do it ATLEAST once a day with razors i get form my dads workshop. I dont know what to do. if i dont cut, people will make fun of me and the pain will be terribel. if i do cut, people will make fun of me and the painwill be terrible. do you see my PAIN!?! MY TRAGEDY!?! what do i doo?? someone help me! i see you guys who are really mature here, and how you help people, and i want in! please!

sorry for bad grammars i am very tired now and dont care about grammar, and my english is not good. sorry.

[SataAndagi]

Okay, here is my story. WHen I was ten, i started freeaking out because of something dumb, like maybe a toy or something, you know kids stuff. I went to my room, and in my rampageeous state i fell and sliced open part of my arm on a chair! I got a bad scar, and it sucked. I grew up, and in these teen years having a scar there makes everyone think i am emo and cut myself. I hate it, because i get called emo whenever i dont wear a sweater. it is almost summer, and it is HOT!!!. So now I dont wear one, and i get called emo again. i started to believe them, ad hated everyone. Then, one day, i tried cutting for real. It hurt... but I liked it because i felt better about myself and everyone. Now, I do it ATLEAST once a day with razors i get form my dads workshop. I dont know what to do. if i dont cut, people will make fun of me and the pain will be terribel. if i do cut, people will make fun of me and the painwill be terrible. do you see my PAIN!?! MY TRAGEDY!?! what do i doo?? someone help me! i see you guys who are really mature here, and how you help people, and i want in! please!

sorry for bad grammars i am very tired now and dont care about grammar, and my english is not good. sorry.

It's okay. I have bad grammar too LOL

[Bill Cosby]

You don't need to care about what other people think of you. If they call you emo tell them about your incident. Who knows? They could be a future friend.

[Do A Barrel Roll]

i never thought of it that way i usually just go in the bathroom and cut when they make fun of me. if i try to talk to them, and they make fun of me, ill cut! its so scary! what do id o? are people who made fun of me gonna be willing to be nice?!

[furryFac1al]

I know im gonna regret this, but as you may know, im on zoloft for this reason, i get so depressed that sometimes i just do it without thinking. the pain sneaks up on me and I just cry and scream. I almost followed through on my wrist and thats when i decided i needed to quit. The scar is still there from when i was really young, ill post a picture of it later on for the people who might doubt that this stuff is really happening to people.

[BubbleTea]

"i started to believe them, ad hated everyone." Ignore them; you're getting emotionally bullied. Make friends who will actually like who you are and not how you look like.

"i tried cutting for real. It hurt... but I liked it because i felt better about myself and everyone." How does it makes you feel better about yourself and the people around you? Please explain.

"Now, I do it ATLEAST once a day with razors i get form my dads workshop." Eww.. that gross. Stop it; it's not healthy.

"if i dont cut, people will make fun of me and the pain will be terribel. if i do cut, people will make fun of me and the painwill be terrible." Hmmn.. multiple choice? Well, if people will make fun of you both ways; why cut yourself? It proves that your SUPPORTING them!


"i see you guys who are really mature here, and how you help people, and i want in! please!"
This is an INTERNET forum. If you want mature help, you should go see a psychiatrist.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

this is a realllllly old post, please dont comment on it

[Bobby]

Tegan according to Josh I'm supposed to let old topics go... :(