View Full Version : I cant do this any more i really cant...........
Dibzy-Time
December 22nd, 2009, 05:43 PM
I dont want to live in this mess of a life any more. Its like a tip. it is a tip.
Everythings gone now, no family, no friends, no happynees, hunger etc. I couldnt care less about anything anymore.
I stoped talking about 2 days ago and wont say ANYTHING to anyone.
Ive started self harming everyday.
I hate my life, i hate me and everything about me.
Im scum, im worthless and a stupid piece of....of.....sh!te
All i want to do is die and im going to keep making myself blled badly until i achieve my goal. Im tired of nothing good happening everytime itry for ages to keep positive but it never happens
lifes just a black hole. so is me
Aspiringanonymous
December 22nd, 2009, 11:44 PM
You've taken the time to post on here, to reach out to others. That in itself indicates a hope and desire for things to be different.
Life will do what life does. Change will come when it is ready and able to do so; it will, it most certainly will. But you must choose to hold on, and give it the chance it requires to light up that end of the tunnel. I'm not going to lie and say that it will be easy, but at some point it does get easier, and is absolutely worth it.
Choose to continue on, because, why not? We are alive anyway, doesn't it make more sense to just keep on living as we were intended to, and see where it all takes us? If life is deemed to be meaningless, than death is equally so. And life - is a very interesting experience, worthy of being entertained to its full duration as nature allows. We have the rest of eternity to be dead, afterward; a few extra years won't make a difference.
Pain is just one aspect of the experience of life, valuable and meaningful in its own way. It is unpleasant - but don't let that take away your will to see what the rest of life has to offer, for that would be very unfortunate.
I hope you will find the strength and wisdom to see past the immediacy of these emotions.
Kahn
December 23rd, 2009, 12:12 PM
Katy...
We all go through these hard times. You showed us all just by posting your little message that you have hope. That you strive to live, that you just don't want to be one of those kids with no hope, one of those kids who make a mistake.
Many of us here know what you are going through and that includes me. Right now I am going through a tough time with my family, my grandfather had just passed away, etc. Your family is there for you not matter what. You got to keep strong, you have to win the fight.
This part is from my heart Katy, I hate seeing people self harm. It will not help your situation, it will make it considerably worse. You have to fight, and like I said you will win the fight.
You are not scum. Nobody is scum no matter what they look like or how they act. We are all equal in heart, mind, and soul. You don't deserve to die. Nobody does.
I hope this helps Katy. You may not know me but I know you can pull through.
With love,
Adam
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