derkderpderp
December 19th, 2009, 06:37 PM
Ive been hearing voices again,mainly whispers in my head,whispers telling me to do things like self harm again,and starve myself.
And when im down or angry,the voices aggravate me more,when im down they say things like -'thats right,youre worthless,why else did they do that!?'
And when im angry its things like-'kill them,they hate you,stop wasting your time and deal with them'
And now these voices have taken a hold of my sleep,i end up having nightmares as these voices talk to me while im dreaming,they become inaudible and it makes me angry in my dreams and so i dream of killing and beating myself up etc.
Idk!
What shall i do?
Am i going crazy?
And when im down or angry,the voices aggravate me more,when im down they say things like -'thats right,youre worthless,why else did they do that!?'
And when im angry its things like-'kill them,they hate you,stop wasting your time and deal with them'
And now these voices have taken a hold of my sleep,i end up having nightmares as these voices talk to me while im dreaming,they become inaudible and it makes me angry in my dreams and so i dream of killing and beating myself up etc.
Idk!
What shall i do?
Am i going crazy?