Just another piece of shit

[haibekah]

"in between, insidious vapor shall teem
looming so loathesome
and it seems to me like I'm dead inside
bloated corpse, propped out of tradition

I can never recall what it was I had ever to strive for as a youth
was it just to exist, autonomously?

no, we don't wanna work
we just wanna fuck,
swallow pills and forget our curses"

i have never felt so fucking empty and pointless in my life. do you ever wonder if your brain has closed in on itself? i have become so fucking selfish and negative that it's a constant burn inside my throat. you know the perverted pleasure you get from hating everything. telling everyone to just fuck off would make my day. this post, i guess, could be considered pointless, but whatever. why don't you guys post some lyrics that describe the way you feel, and explain why. we'll have some bonding time. sounds good.

[Aspiringanonymous]

Yes, I know the experience well. Like everything else, it comes and will go; but likewise, it can be damaging in large, lengthy quantities. Just be aware of that.

Maybe you will enjoy these lyrics. It's the most accurate portrayal of my current state of being. It's a bit long to post in the thread, so here's a link (http://www.lyricsfreak.com/p/pink+floyd/high+hopes_20108697.html).

[2D]

"And it goes In One Ear,
And right out the other,
People talkin' shit but you know I never bother,
I goes In One Ear,
And right out the other,
People talkin' shit,
They can kiss the back of my hand"

In On Ear by Cage the Elephant

I realized that people are inherently stupid these days and should be ignored unless proven otherwise.

[haibekah]

lmfao, i agree. and good song, man. good song.

[Jean Poutine]

Ja genau, ich bin das angehäufte Böse
Ja genau, ich zieh dich mit hinab
Ja genau, du willst mich
eigentlich erlösen
doch dafür bist du viel zu schlapp
Ja genau, ich bin dein größter Fehlschlag
Ja genau, du bist durch mich kaputt
Ja genau, nur durch meinen Beitrag
Schicke mir getrost all deine Wut
Ja genau, ich kann sie verwandeln
Ja genau, in Gleichgültigkeit
Ja genau, du musst nicht mal handeln
dafür gibt's noch soviel zeit...

Ja Genau - Megaherz

I am what I am and I accept myself. Nobody will ever change me and my indifference, my bitterness, some might say.

[Thrash Bassist]

Better Then You - Metallica


I look at you, then you me
Hungry and thirsty I wait
Holding the lion's share
Holding the key
Holding me back 'cause I'm striving to be

Better than you better than you
Better than you better than you

Lock homes I push, and I strive
Somehow I feel more alive
Bury the deep forest, bury the sea
Bury me deep when there's no will to be

Better than you better than you
Oh better than you better than you

Oh, can't stop this train from rolling
Oh, yo, nothing brings me down
No, can't stop this train from rolling on and on, on
No, no, forever on and on

Oh, can't stop this train from rolling
Oh, yo, you can't take it down
No, never stop this locomotion on and on and on
No, no, you can't bring me down 'cause I'm

Better than you better than you
Better than you better than you
Oh better than you better than you
Better than you better than you
Much better than you

Can't stop this train from rolling
Forever on and on and on

Better than you, yeah
Haha, better than you

I love this song, I always try to be better at the things I love.
I look at the world in a very negative way...But I don't let that get in the way of my hopes and dreams.:)