My worlds falling apart.

[clone]

A groups found out spread the news i get asked to show constently i've found myself crying myself to sleep bad grades and my parents think i'm a evil 'drugy' and i'm not...i'm a lonely person who has lost all his friends and see's bloody things my world is falling apart and im reaching for the single thing that caused all of this...the blade of pain, blood, misary, and sorrow. i had to vent i can barely stand any longer and i think i'm going mad! ohh how i wish life was how it was... laughter and smiles.:(

[Amyxoxo]

Ok well the first thing is that your not a bad person! Self harm can with-draw people from social groups. You want to show these people that you are not just doing it for the sake of it ....??? Well, one dont show them. This makes them think that you are easy and doing it for attention.
Get your grades back up. You want to prove to your parents that you arnt some horrid person then do this. They will eventually start to see some improvment in your condition when they see your report card!
Try your best to stop self harming. Are you seeing a counceler? Although this isnt for everybody, it help a majority of people.
If you want you life to be like that, then i dont see any real reason why it cant be. You have to make it like you want it!!!
xxx

[Aspiringanonymous]

Life is not all laughter and smiles; it is a culmination of all experiences. Enjoyment and pleasure is by far the most valued state of being within human existence, but certainly it is not guaranteed. Change is the only absolute constant, and our perceptions are consistently changing, our emotions fluctuating between high and low. What goes up must come down, and consequently, what goes down, must come up.

We cannot, as external beings independent of your consciousness, show you an exact map to the destination of inner peace which you seek. It would be nice if that was possible. Every path, every situation is unique, and one must ultimately trust in oneself to make the right decisions. Somewhere underneath the myriad confusion of emotions, I believe that each person knows the way they were meant to take.

There is value to be found in all experiences, no matter how unpleasant it appears to be in the immediate. Just keep that in mind.

I'm not sure what else to say to you at this point, but I'll be around if you ever want to discuss or rant more.

[chelsay13]

Life get's better. I know, cheesey. But it's true.
Not today maybe, or tomorrow. But it will.
Self-harm does NOT, by any means make you a bad person.
All it shows is that you're human and you have problems too, just unhealthy ones.
As for grades, just step it up. Talk to your teachers about extra credit, or a way to get your grades up?

[Asylum]

bad grades are from you dealing with stresses that are causing you to self harm. i think you should see a counsler they can help you.

[clone]

ok thanks for the help guys! :)

[Ballin2much]

We all go through rough patches, and I know you will get better. I suggest explining to your parents, and maybe finding a counsler.