is it low self esteem

[nycbestkid]

well i read this book adolescence and it talks about as what the book says i read the homo sexual part and it said it was uncommon for kids to be atrracted to the same sex so now i am feeling weird but i know i am not gay i might have fantaties about guys but i love girls like this girl in my school i know she probably don't like me but there is something inside of me that says keep on going for her. her smile is so beautiful and i wish that me and her can be together someone just help me. is this low self esteem

[Don3]

Whats your question?

[constance]

I dunno what book you were reading , but it seems out dated.
Now-adays, homosexual teens are increasing!
but some change as they grow out of it
what does self esteem have anything to do with it btw?