No idea...help plz

[Emmett14]

first off idk if this is in the right section move it if it isnt. i do consider it a mental crisis though.

2 things.

1) people keep talking shit about me. i am a naturally forgiving person and just let it go. but the same people do it over and over. i was shocked to find out that my best friend has too. sayin i liked drama and was very dramatic...well im analytical and analyze everything. so idk should i say fuck it even if im close to some of them?

2) this is what i have a question about. So my best friend and i are like brothers. ik im straight and find no other guy attractive. i like girls. but for some reason i have this really light feeling when i talk to him and my heart races. i love the kid i really do. but since like 2 weeks ago ive developed a sort of attraction to him. (really weird to get in to) but i have no sexual intentions i just idk...ive found that he has a nice butt. also, i want him to just fart in front of me once for a good laugh...idk what this is can someone help explain it to me?

[Kahn]

The farting part I find a bit odd. As for your question. Just hormones, or maybe even a stronger more appealing emotional attraction. Either way it is natural and will come and go as it pleases. When I first talked to my friend Jonathan Franzak in 4 years I about cried. I remember how attached we were. Every day we would play together and speak with each other. Than all of a sudden it just kind of broke. Well turns out he was in the hospital. I thought he was mad at me and until about a year ago hadn't restored our friendship.

I find that when you start to begin to really know someone, I mean really. Like you figure out who they are and who you are and what the purpose and significance of you two being together is... Your heart begins to need them. It is something that will probably pass though but it is a good feeling. You have nothing to worry about.

[AncientCatastrophe]

For no. 1 I think he isn't really your friend or you might have been the one who's not acting nicely or doesn't show the right attitude......
Try to look at yourself in the mirror and analyze your attitude, question your self on how you show or talk to your friends.....If it isn't you then you should find a new best friend but thats kinda hard to do cause you can't easily forget whats close to you.....