I'm finding it too difficult

[MadManWithaBox]

I haven't cut for almost 3 weeks now, after a breakdown. But I want to do it again, and it seems the urge is always stronger than me, and the voices telling me to are back, telling me things over than that till I feel like I'm losing control of my mind, and I just wanna knife someone, or myself, or I just wanna try and die to shut them up, the other day I nearly jumped off the bridge going over the motorway just to do it, and it seems the only other way to shut them up will be to cut. According to them. And the one specifically telling me what to do. This is more of a rant, but advice is appreciated. thanks

[Amyxoxo]

3 weeks is great so keep going. Fight those voiced tell you things, block them out. Dont even think about cutting. Think about good things.
If these are real voiced in your head then i would recomend seeing aomeone about them and also go and see someone about the cutting and the urges to cut :) xx

[kaz009]

hey (:
i'd like to tell you that i have been in the same situation before. It seems hard at the time to stop, believe me. its seriously not. just keep yourself activated like going to a local swimming pool and swim stress away. just go by yourself it really does revive stress and gives you a clear open mind. Also the voices are telling you to do these things, fight them like you would fight someone you hate. your young and probabley beautiful. You may not realise how many people care for you, just keep going and remember if everything still feels low just think about the happy times you've had with friends or a certain memory. it really helps!!! DONT START AGAIN!!!
good luck i hope i helped xxx

[MadManWithaBox]

I wish it was as easy as that. But I'm finding it isn't unfortunately.

[obsessedwithmyself]

dude you want to knife people

1) get help
2) call the cops tell them you wana kill??

[suture11]

dude you want to knife people

1) get help
2) call the cops tell them you wana kill??

Well that is obviously not going to help, is it? Making more trouble for yourself would only increase the anxiety. Perhaps you should talk to someone that can really help... a professional. Actually, if you want a little advice about the voices, go to the skitz forum and post. Or read the thread called "My Voice, The Voice" I gave a little advice on voices. Maybe that will help. Just take every thing one step at a time. Breathe, it will be okay.

[lovingkimk]

hey, im new on here and dont really know what to say. but its so nice to c that other people are talking about this, instead of just otheres brushing it off. Im 19 years old and have been self harming and suicidal since the age of 11. Recently I have been feeling really down over nothing, i mean like waking up in the morning,,,, no troubles at all, no ones hurt me or upset me, but I still wish that I had never been born and want to either end it all or cut myself. I don't know how any of this is gonna help by writing it down on this forum. But im just kinda hoping someone will respond, and I can maybe get some support from people who actually know what its like to feel like this. Take care all x

[AncientCatastrophe]

hey, im new on here and dont really know what to say. but its so nice to c that other people are talking about this, instead of just otheres brushing it off. Im 19 years old and have been self harming and suicidal since the age of 11. Recently I have been feeling really down over nothing, i mean like waking up in the morning,,,, no troubles at all, no ones hurt me or upset me, but I still wish that I had never been born and want to either end it all or cut myself. I don't know how any of this is gonna help by writing it down on this forum. But im just kinda hoping someone will respond, and I can maybe get some support from people who actually know what its like to feel like this. Take care all x

I also felt that way, but remember that God didn't let you live for no reason, you have a purpose in your life and you just have to find it....
Maybe you'll just need some hobbies, try to find some interesting hobbies that will help think that this world is for you.....Talk to your friends and love ones about this :tv:

[lovingkimk]

I also felt that way, but remember that God didn't let you live for no reason, you have a purpose in your life and you just have to find it....
Maybe you'll just need some hobbies, try to find some interesting hobbies that will help think that this world is for you.....Talk to your friends and love ones about this :tv:

I'll try my best. Thank you. So how are u getting on? Do you still self harm? x

[Asylum]

don't give into the temptation. ignore the voices. perhaps speaking back wll help just say no i'm not listening to you, you have no power over me. I will not cut. I will not cut. 3 weeks is great without cutting keep up the good work :) you can do it. you've made it this far why not keep going? Since you are suicidal.... and are eharing voices... you may want to talk t a therapist about it. They are there to help and have had several incidneces like that. Think positive. Try calling a friend to help cheer you up. If somethig is bothering you... things will get better. Go out do something you like to do.