Cybertone
December 1st, 2009, 01:28 PM
I really should be getting on with my homework, but I'm tired and I've got a ton of stuff on my mind, so sorry for this rant.
Things that I'm sick and tired of:
Having a piss pour concentration. My education is important god dammit.
Not being able to talk to my parents about my life.
Not being able to talk to my best friend about my life because, I'm afraid of being looked upon like a douche bag.
Not finding the time to get my daily exercise.
Not finding the time to do the musical arrangements I promised to do.
Underachieving at school.
Not being able to take a hint.
Not being able to give a proper compliment.
Always feeling like I'm not good enough for the girls I like.
Not being able to go to a party without getting moody and sad.
Always feeling like I'm gonna hurt my self progress if I'm not going to a party, even though I know I won't have a good time in the end.
Not being able to tell my friends why I went to the hospital, even though I wanted to and had promised them because they wanted to know.
Making fun of my self.
Having a non existing ego.
Not receiving any feedback what so ever after providing a link of my music to my friend on his own request.
Not letting people get to know me for real.
Being seen as "the quiet guy"
Having to drive the bus for almost 2 hours a day.
Being let go by my therapist.
People guessing who I fancy. Why the fuck is it so obvious? I'm never able to spot such things.
Feeling sad about the bridges I've burnt.
Telling people I'm fine even though I'm not.
Hearing people talking trash about my passion.
and bla bla bla bla bla....
Things that I'm sick and tired of:
Having a piss pour concentration. My education is important god dammit.
Not being able to talk to my parents about my life.
Not being able to talk to my best friend about my life because, I'm afraid of being looked upon like a douche bag.
Not finding the time to get my daily exercise.
Not finding the time to do the musical arrangements I promised to do.
Underachieving at school.
Not being able to take a hint.
Not being able to give a proper compliment.
Always feeling like I'm not good enough for the girls I like.
Not being able to go to a party without getting moody and sad.
Always feeling like I'm gonna hurt my self progress if I'm not going to a party, even though I know I won't have a good time in the end.
Not being able to tell my friends why I went to the hospital, even though I wanted to and had promised them because they wanted to know.
Making fun of my self.
Having a non existing ego.
Not receiving any feedback what so ever after providing a link of my music to my friend on his own request.
Not letting people get to know me for real.
Being seen as "the quiet guy"
Having to drive the bus for almost 2 hours a day.
Being let go by my therapist.
People guessing who I fancy. Why the fuck is it so obvious? I'm never able to spot such things.
Feeling sad about the bridges I've burnt.
Telling people I'm fine even though I'm not.
Hearing people talking trash about my passion.
and bla bla bla bla bla....