Help!

[Asylum]

I used to starve myself. I was on this medication for ADD. It made me not eat. I ate half of 1 meal a day. I was under 100 lbs. I was never hungry. I saw in the mirror myself, I was fat and ugly. I wanted to be thin. Now I look at pictures of myself, and I was a stick. I could wrap both hands around my waist. I was relaly tiny. I stoped my medication I'm still "thin" people tell me and i'm stilll under weight i'm 114 lbs and i'm16 and my height is 5"6. But because I stopped medication, I cn't focus... I'm not doign well. I need my medication. I also think I'm fat still. I still see this girl in the mirror... she is ugly... I really wish i didn't see her. my friend lost 30 lbs on ADD meds in less then a month. So think that would be good. I still haven't gotten to eating 3 meals a day yeet. In 2 years ago I started to make myself throw up. I looked side affects up,... and got scared so after 2 weeks I stopped. I sort of like feeling hungry.. i like hurting myself. it's another way... but no one can see. Should I start back on my medication? I really need it I"m a junior colleges look at my grads. Yes i've tried other medicaitons thye all work the same.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

You should get some help and tlk to a shrink about it but really i am just under 100 pounds too it really is very bad for u. So which matters mre ur health or ur future? Life is always dolling out opportunities but u need to be there from them not dying frm weight loss.

My dads friend failed evry subjct in school he knew he just cldn do it he wanted to stay on but instead dropped out and made a stupid investment it seemed at the time in a hotel now he is a multi millionaire he made the decision to change something he knew was nly holding him bck. He won and u can too.

EDs hold those of us back hu can do better if we let them control us we suffer. We do wat we must to fyt them off and if we cnt we gt hlp. If u need mre advice pm me ok sweetie.

[Asylum]

thanx :)

[KaelKaos]

I used to starve myself. I was on this medication for ADD. It made me not eat. I ate half of 1 meal a day. I was under 100 lbs. I was never hungry. I saw in the mirror myself, I was fat and ugly. I wanted to be thin. Now I look at pictures of myself, and I was a stick. I could wrap both hands around my waist. I was relaly tiny. I stoped my medication I'm still "thin" people tell me and i'm stilll under weight i'm 114 lbs and i'm16 and my height is 5"6. But because I stopped medication, I cn't focus... I'm not doign well. I need my medication. I also think I'm fat still. I still see this girl in the mirror... she is ugly... I really wish i didn't see her. my friend lost 30 lbs on ADD meds in less then a month. So think that would be good. I still haven't gotten to eating 3 meals a day yeet. In 2 years ago I started to make myself throw up. I looked side affects up,... and got scared so after 2 weeks I stopped. I sort of like feeling hungry.. i like hurting myself. it's another way... but no one can see. Should I start back on my medication? I really need it I"m a junior colleges look at my grads. Yes i've tried other medicaitons thye all work the same.

You're not this ugly girl, you're beautiful, and I can tell you that just by looking at your profile picture. :yes:

I think 114 pounds is a healthy weight, yes you're definitely skinny, but so am I. I think you need to see the doctor or psychiatrist who has been putting you on these meds and give him the full schpeal you gave us. I don't feel as though I can tell you if you need to go back on your meds or not, It's something you need to discuss with your doctor/psychiatrist. You have a bright future, you know that, and you can't let these problems stand in the way.

[Asylum]

thanx haha but thats just a random pic i found on google, i thought she was pretty too :)
i lost weight.... i'm now 110. i do see a psycologist shee told me when i talked to her tht i can't take the medication anymroe ... so that means not a lot of A's. yea your right... i need to work thru my problems. thanx for the psot