zer0x_glasscut
December 1st, 2009, 09:39 AM
when i was 4, my brother who was 12, started molesting me.
it was the worst experience ever. at the time i didn't know what was going on, he had told me it was just a game that everyone played. so i thought i was cool for being allowed to play. i don't even remember how long it went on for, but i know it was a while. when my sister was at her friends house, we had "sleep overs" in my room. and when my parents would go to bed, he'd wake me up, and we'd play "the game" again. i was always in his room, and if he heard someone coming he'd have me look to see if someone was or not, usually there wasn't so he'd continue doing whatever he was at the time.
well, the one day i didn't wanna play and he got mad and screamed at me, so i went out to the living room crying and my mom asked what was wrong. i didn't wanna tell her, because i didn't want him to get in trouble, but i did tell her. i remeber she ran to his room and was dragging him around by the ear, and all i could hear was him screaming and crying that he was sorry.
about 6 years ago, my mom brought the subject of it back up, and wanted me to talk to the councilors we had coming to the house for my other brother and sister about it. i was so mad that she had brought it up. i had almost completely forgot about it, until she mentioned it. my brother apologized to, but itll never be the same ever again. i still think about it all the time, im uncomfortable talking about anything sexually related, and i feel like im not good enough for anyone since that happened.
i was probly 6 at the time, and my brothers friend, Chip was at the house. so me and my sister were playing video games with them. and Chip turned the games off and up his hand down my sisters pants, and started to touch her. when she started crying he told her if she didnt stop hed do it to me. she stopped crying and he did it anyway. when he got done with her he moved over to me, and told my sister to leave the room and not to tell anyone what happened. all i can remember is he pulled his pants down and made me open my legs, and he started to screw me. i passed out and dont know if anything else happened. a few years ago my sister finally told someone about that night, and my brother fessed up and said that it indeed had happened.
it was the worst experience ever. at the time i didn't know what was going on, he had told me it was just a game that everyone played. so i thought i was cool for being allowed to play. i don't even remember how long it went on for, but i know it was a while. when my sister was at her friends house, we had "sleep overs" in my room. and when my parents would go to bed, he'd wake me up, and we'd play "the game" again. i was always in his room, and if he heard someone coming he'd have me look to see if someone was or not, usually there wasn't so he'd continue doing whatever he was at the time.
well, the one day i didn't wanna play and he got mad and screamed at me, so i went out to the living room crying and my mom asked what was wrong. i didn't wanna tell her, because i didn't want him to get in trouble, but i did tell her. i remeber she ran to his room and was dragging him around by the ear, and all i could hear was him screaming and crying that he was sorry.
about 6 years ago, my mom brought the subject of it back up, and wanted me to talk to the councilors we had coming to the house for my other brother and sister about it. i was so mad that she had brought it up. i had almost completely forgot about it, until she mentioned it. my brother apologized to, but itll never be the same ever again. i still think about it all the time, im uncomfortable talking about anything sexually related, and i feel like im not good enough for anyone since that happened.
i was probly 6 at the time, and my brothers friend, Chip was at the house. so me and my sister were playing video games with them. and Chip turned the games off and up his hand down my sisters pants, and started to touch her. when she started crying he told her if she didnt stop hed do it to me. she stopped crying and he did it anyway. when he got done with her he moved over to me, and told my sister to leave the room and not to tell anyone what happened. all i can remember is he pulled his pants down and made me open my legs, and he started to screw me. i passed out and dont know if anything else happened. a few years ago my sister finally told someone about that night, and my brother fessed up and said that it indeed had happened.