Invisible

[forever_alone]

I feel as if everyone around me is completely oblivious to the fact that i even exist. i am so sick of people not being able to interpret my moods and know when i need comforted...or just be left alone.
I upset my girlfriend (im bi) today because i was so low.....she thought it was her fault because i refused a hug etc.........although i may sound really horrible for doing that, she is my world...and i am aparently hers.
I hate it when people blame themselves when it has nothing to do with them....


rant over <3

[kolte]

you mean something though.
your girlfriend loves you doesnt she.
she just wanted you to be happy.
we all get misinterpreted from time to time
and that sucks.
but we cant blame everyone else for that.
you got to look at life differently hun.
just look at it!
its so beautiful.
so complicated.
weather a god made us or were just a chemical reactions in trillions of atoms.
there both equally as special.
i advice to you.
go outside and look around.
look at all the life.
look at how simple, but complex it all is.
it is really moving, when you finally get it.
when your enlightend to the simplesity of life.
find love, and hold onto it, find peace, and live it loosly.