im gonna snap

[clone]

i wan't to cut sooo bad, but...at the same time i don't. i don't want to go through all the stares and murmers of people who know of the cuts. on the other hand, i want to cut more then ever i got a razor instead of a dull knife, my dad hates me now because of grades and such, and i cut myself on accident yesterday. if i do cut it will not be the normal scrathes they will be deeper or "average" depth where they bleed longer i want more pain more blood and more relief. it's not worth it and i know that...

[danzel12]

omg ik wat u talk about but my friends help my fill better try talking 2 someone but only a really really good friend

[clone]

that's my problem my really good friends i rarely see and if i do it's in big crowds are classes are all completely diffrent and people where i live don't show any empathy or just laugh or pick on me there lucky i don't hurt them. another problem is if i cut deeper i might take my tylonal 3 tablets from my surgery for pain relief because the pain takes away from the "rush" i don't know the dosage information on these meds and there prescription could a OD be fatal? i don't even care my head hurts now. :(

[Amyxoxo]

[QUOTE=clone;698648]i want more pain more blood .. QUOTE]

O.k. well you said that you want more pain so .... why take the pain relif?

As you said it isnt worth it!
Obvously a OD can be fatal depending on how much pills you take!

[clone]

i want pain but not too much i dont know how to explain it exactly. good thing is i found the dosage amount and will follow it.

[danzel12]

omg dont take any med's thats never the way to go and the best thig to do isget someone that u take to alot and take to them..... c i dont cut anymore cuz im trying to talk to people. just get out their make friend and just try to by ur time. i sometimes talk to people off my myspace and they care so i felt better.;)

[Asylum]

don't cut its not worht it... distract yourself..talk to someone.. blare music... dance crazy...

[CuriousDestruction]

please don't cut, it'll make a crappy situation worse. find something to distract you; sports, music, homework, reading, video games etc.

[1_21Guns]

Don't do it Adam. You know its not worth it, so you don't need too. That good feeling isn't worth the scar it will leave. I'm always here if you need to talk to someone, so don't be afraid to PM me (: Stay strong Adam, I know you can do it.

[jess_undead]

You wont feel no better if you do cut. I wouldnt bother.
You say you dont want to do it, so dont. You'l feel stronger if you take control of it and go without.
Find a distraction.
:)