Natoja12
November 23rd, 2009, 09:44 PM
for those who didnt see it vvvv
You know how at school theres always those few couple of girls who u hear they have made out with so many guys and u automatically beleive it. Well thats me. Except its not true. Through rumors and stuff ive become known as someone on a first date who will be kissing everyone right away.
Tho ive only had one boyfriend. In grade 7. and im in grade 9. it lasted a week. tho even my best friend thinks ive had like ten. And ive never made out with a guy. yet alone held ones hand. But i have kissed some..Part of a game i played.
I'm getting really tired of everyone right now. like its not that i dont have guys that like me its that they all expect so much. and i do like having the impression that ive had bf's, but i hate what any new guy trys to make me do.
And im not tking about sex. I wont be doing that till im at least 16. i am the most paranoid person in the world. but i keep it to myself and it kills me. I come home sometimes and think of some little mistake that i made think of the worst thing possible and i end up crying.
I have so much on my mind right now.
I'v gotten asked to the movies with this kid name Dane. But i do not like him even a little bit. i said yes and asked him to invite his freind Josh. But obvously dane likes me a bit to much because hes tking about how im not alloud to sit near josh.
Hes txting me now on how we should hold hands and stuff. and that josh can not make it now. i dont wanna cancel on him because it will seem obvouis. but im upset because something tells me it wasnt josh's idea for him to not come.
Idunno y im writing this. i guess to vent a little bit.
Comment if u want, im feeling confused, angry, and depressed.
that is what i had posted...heres an add on>
im really not slutty or popular for that matter as i used to be very mean to ppl. but now im meeting new ppl, and im getting frustrated because they seem to like me. everyone but the person i like...
so we have dane up there
now i got a message from my guy friend who i kinda new he had a crush on me and its getting more obvious...he said i was pretty and how cute my photos were and stuff
no i just got another friend who gave me his number :'(
You know how at school theres always those few couple of girls who u hear they have made out with so many guys and u automatically beleive it. Well thats me. Except its not true. Through rumors and stuff ive become known as someone on a first date who will be kissing everyone right away.
Tho ive only had one boyfriend. In grade 7. and im in grade 9. it lasted a week. tho even my best friend thinks ive had like ten. And ive never made out with a guy. yet alone held ones hand. But i have kissed some..Part of a game i played.
I'm getting really tired of everyone right now. like its not that i dont have guys that like me its that they all expect so much. and i do like having the impression that ive had bf's, but i hate what any new guy trys to make me do.
And im not tking about sex. I wont be doing that till im at least 16. i am the most paranoid person in the world. but i keep it to myself and it kills me. I come home sometimes and think of some little mistake that i made think of the worst thing possible and i end up crying.
I have so much on my mind right now.
I'v gotten asked to the movies with this kid name Dane. But i do not like him even a little bit. i said yes and asked him to invite his freind Josh. But obvously dane likes me a bit to much because hes tking about how im not alloud to sit near josh.
Hes txting me now on how we should hold hands and stuff. and that josh can not make it now. i dont wanna cancel on him because it will seem obvouis. but im upset because something tells me it wasnt josh's idea for him to not come.
Idunno y im writing this. i guess to vent a little bit.
Comment if u want, im feeling confused, angry, and depressed.
that is what i had posted...heres an add on>
im really not slutty or popular for that matter as i used to be very mean to ppl. but now im meeting new ppl, and im getting frustrated because they seem to like me. everyone but the person i like...
so we have dane up there
now i got a message from my guy friend who i kinda new he had a crush on me and its getting more obvious...he said i was pretty and how cute my photos were and stuff
no i just got another friend who gave me his number :'(