Faithfull
November 22nd, 2009, 01:01 PM
I havent cut myself since April/May but now that it's winter it's so much harder not to do it. I know that i can do it and no one will know during the winter coz it's long sleeves weather... It's not even that something specific is making me want to cut, it's just that i know i can.
Of course the other thing is, when i used to cut every day my dad and my freinds would make me show them my arms to see if i'd cut or not but now that i've not done it in so long, they think i dont want to anymore so they dont check... God it's so hard not too... i keep scratching at my arms, i have to do it...
Of course the other thing is, when i used to cut every day my dad and my freinds would make me show them my arms to see if i'd cut or not but now that i've not done it in so long, they think i dont want to anymore so they dont check... God it's so hard not too... i keep scratching at my arms, i have to do it...