Slipping

[LOST PHOENIX]

I feel as if im slipping i want to cut my self so badly. I lay awake at night thinking about it. I feel as if im lost again - trapped in a tunnel where there is no light at the end. I haven't cut my self for over a year now but i cant stop my self for much longer. Ive never spoke about what i do or why i do it to any one i dont no if its coz i think my friends wont understand or if its coz i think that it will demolish everything ive ever built in terms of relationships etc. But i no i need to, ive kept everythin other than trivia things that have happened to me locked up and to my self. People would never know when im upset nothin just when im happy and in a good mood or jus neutral. There jus to much stress now and cracks are starting to form and im scared and feeling ready to explode. I wanna let it out!!!

[sarah newman]

Over a years amazing, seriously! Not many people could make over a year-i couldnt!-so ask yourself this:why ruin a years worth of hard work? Your doing brilliant, your never alone. If you need anyone to talk to just pm me. Im here for you hun xxxxxoxxxxx

[phill1]

please dont cut your self

[laurita_21]

please dont cut your self

its not that simple if you have been doing it foe along time.

over a year is amazing ! i couldnt make it through 1 week ! dont ruin what you have achieved ! talk to someone you really trust and let youre anger out but not thrugh cutting :)

[Amyxoxo]

Ok, well firstly a year is serously amazing and really why wast that effot?
If you havnt been doing it a year then you must have found a new way to cope with things. I think you have to find another way to destract yourself. Please dont start again, battle through this, you can really do this!
~stay safe, take care!
~Amy xx

[Triceratops]

You have gone for so long without it, but there is always that sudden longing for that coping mechanism you used to rely on. Gradually, you will grow stronger to resist these urges - to curb these temptations of returning to your old ways.

You really need to find someone to confide in and explain how you feel. It's amazing how much just spilling out your emotions to someone who is willing to try and understand and listen to you. There are plenty of people out there who can help you on your way to coping with this - you don't have to do this alone, someone will come along.

I can completely empathize for you, so if you ever need someone to talk to just PM me. :)

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Its not that id found a new way to cope, that's definitely not wat it is coz for the last year i havent let it out. Ive just kept it bottle up and ignored it and thats not working no more. Id love to find someone i can trust to talk to and let everything out but i don't no i find it very hard talkin about my self. But thank you for ur support its well appreciated