I think i'm Bi

[Steve1993]

I think i'm Bi but how do i tell my best male friend I want him. We occasionally cuddle up and I get the hots for him, just thinking of him here gives me a hard on. :whoops: I don't know what to do. I know i'm not gay because i have a girl friend and get the hots for her too.

[Quick_Sylver]

All you can do is hide your feelings and never know, or tell him, have him keep your heart or break you heart. It's up to you.

[nick]

Well dont do it all in one go anyway. Try coming out as bi to him first and see how he reacts to that. If he's OK with that its up to you whether you go on to the next stage and tell him that you fancy him, but if he's already told you he's straight that would almost certainly be a bad move!

[thisqboy4u]

I feel the same way for someone; except I am gay and he is bi. I'm just very nervous to start something.

[zgrazier]

well think about ur feelings more is it just him? it might be a boycrush is it more guys than him then u might be bi just be who u are

[Steve1993]

Thanks for your thoughts, just to clarify things my best friend is not the only boy I fancy but he is close to me already. The other boys would never talk to me anyway and there is no way I could approach them.

[Steve1993]

Well I plucked up courage and told him I liked him. He threw my bag at me and called me scum not spoken since.

[Steve1993]

:guillotine:I just want to die. He hasn't gone round telling everyone yet. If he did I would kill myself cant hack it.

[Steve1993]

Great news he phoned me I'm picking him up on way to school lunchtime. He said to go 1/2 early so we can chat. Yipeee !!

[Quick_Sylver]

Yay! Good Luck!

[Steve1993]

Well wish me luck I'm off now to see Johnny my best friend. Lets hope we still are latter, best friends that is.

[karl]

Good luck. I hope it goes well for you

[Steve1993]

Oh boy he told me he loved me and has for a while he just didn't want to admit it and doesn't want others to know. I'm going round after school. Keep you posted

[Steve1993]

Wow! I love him we were alone together after school for about an hour at his house. We talked, cuddled and kissed. His parents came home but we just giggled and sat next to each other watching TV.
His Mum said your happy glad you sorted out the problem John's been as miserable as can be when you argued.
I looked at him and he shrugged his shoulders, so I gave his hand a squeeze and a big smile.
You wont believe this but his Mum asked if I wanted to stay the night she would pop me home to get my things if my mum agreed. They have bunk beds in John's room
Would you believe it my mum said no!!!!!
We had a row how juvenile is that!
After I had apologised it was agreed I could go and stay the weekend. How Awesome !!!!!!

[colderwease7]

i feel so happy for thanks for the updates please keep them coming

[Steve1993]

I'm here at Johnnies and cant be happier. Thought I would just leave a brief note on how it's going so far.
We are now in bed with my lappy so we can keep you all informed. We have been in bed quite a while sharing the bottom bunk. We are taking things slow. We undressed each other and here we are, cuddled and kissed loads and smiled loads oh i'm in LOVE!

[Oren]

Amazing story, wish this would happen to me. :P

[XxHaViiK]

You're soo lucky... Sounds like a nice person. I've only had relationships with other girls, I have yet to be in one with a guy. Sounds pretty fun.

[Steve1993]

Hi Guys i'm shattered this morning not much sleep and size doesn't matter if you love and respect each other.

[Steve1993]

What a weekend so far it was an awesome night we slept in the bottom bunk together naked and to feel him against me gave me goosebumps. We kissed and cuddled allot and got little sleep. Johnny did fall asleep in my arms once it was a special moment I just feel alive.
Several things have put my mind at rest. If you find the right person who loves and respects you disability, penis size and just what love is.
We didn't do much sexually just explored each other, hugged and kissed allot and talked and talked and talked. About each other about what we would and wouldn't do about safety about how we felt for each other about tonight and wether we should try and sleep because of school, all sorts of things. If any of you want to ask anything go ahead if I can answer without being explicit or help you understand something then great.
I do Love him heaps never new it would feel like this. I just have to think of him in my arms and I get an erection.
We think that his parents have there suspicions. Firstly never thought to ruffle the top bunk and Johnnies mum has been in to make the beds. We keep getting sideways looks. The other thing they commented on how happy we have been over the last few days. Did we get any sleep was the other comment. Oh well Johnny and I have been thinking of telling them that way they don't keep trying to guess or keep asking awkward questions. I wanted to tell my dad anyway just have to wait and see.

[Steve1993]

Well now I don't know if I'm bi or Gay?
Could I have these same feelings for a woman. I still like looking at sexy woman hmm I really don't know any more
Johnny and I are going to try and explore whether we are gay or Bi don't know quite how we can do that, any suggestions?

[nick]

Well now I don't know if I'm bi or Gay?
Could I have these same feelings for a woman. I still like looking at sexy woman hmm I really don't know any more
Johnny and I are going to try and explore whether we are gay or Bi don't know quite how we can do that, any suggestions?
Just one suggestion - dont do it. Why would you need to right now, if you to seem to be starting a relationship then run with that, just love each other. Time will tell if you are bi or gay, why try to force the issue ?

[ChaoticHarmony]

wow man, thats a great story. im so happy for u! i kinda did the same thing, only without that perfect ending...but we still friends so its cool. besides, i just waited a little longer and found the love of my life. anywhooo this is about u :P congrats man, so glad it worked out!
i would just be careful about tellin ur parents. it could really rattle them. make sure u are definitely ready for anything that can happen, from acceptance, to denial, to...well...im not gonna go there. i just want u to be happy :D
good luck!!!
oh and i agree with nick. just let it be. its not worth possibly messing up what u guys have. like nick said, i would just wait till ur a bit older and really know what u want/need.

[Steve1993]

Update:
Johnnys dad spoke to us this afternoon and this is what happened.
He sat down with us both in the living room watching telly we were sitting close and holding hands that we quickly dropped when he came in. He sat and said if you want to hold hands go on it is not a problem to your mum and I John. Do you two want to tell us anything that is mum and I? We went bright red and looked at each other. Johnny said well yes there is dad. Hang on his dad said lets get mum in.
So we all sat and looked at each other in silence. I said to Johnny go on tell them they know anyway.
So Johnny told them we were in love with each other and wanted to be together. His dad said we had guessed there was something going on because for one John you have been really happy since Steve and you got back together i never did understand why you argued. John told him I had said that I really liked him and he got scared. Oh he said we did wonder plus mum noticed you slept together last night and you just dropped hands. As long as you are sure you love each other and its not just sex.
I stumbled in and said we hadn't had sex just cuddled and found each other. As long as you stay safe if you two are sure you want to be with each other then ok but no lies ok!
We both agreed and that was that so Johnny slid his hand back into mine. His mum smiled at us and went to get a cup of tea for us all.
His dad added: The only thing is you need to tell Steve's parents so there is no secrecy and lies there either.
I told him I wanted to talk to my dad about so we will when we are both there next. Johns dad then said shall we invite them over for drinks tonight and you can tell them with us here so we can help if necessary.
Would you I said. So it's organised there coming over later must say I'm really nervous.
Cant believe how great Johnny's parents are Wow!

Just found out from Johnny's dad that he is Bi ------- What a revelation ------- Poor old Johnny is stunned. Explains allot!!!!!
Apparently he used to have a boy friend but John's mum came on the scene and they fell in love and have been ever since. She new he was Bi but they are so much in love with each other Johnny came along and they got married ahhh I love happy endings.
Dont think my parents will be so easy think mum might have hysterics

[TheKingDavis]

Ya know... i have pretty much lost all hope in finding love. But this story ust makes me think that maybe, just maybe there really is love out there. Im glad everything has gone smoothly so far, and i hope it continues to go smoothly.

Best of luck,
KingD

[Steve1993]

Dont give up hope we are still very young I'm lucky I know. Don't get to obsessed by finding love it will find you someday without you looking for it

[Oren]

This story is getting more and more amazing, congrats, i couldn't tell anyone but my best friend >_> (ex-bf)

[Steve1993]

Oh dear guys that didn't go to well my mum and dad were pretty shocked by the revelation they hadn't got any idea about how i felt. Johnny's dad has sent us out of the room why he has a try at sorting it out Dad wasn't so bad it was mum who lost it she called me a raving gay and she will see to me when i get home. God i'm worried to shit never seen them like this. Being summoned

[Oren]

Ouch, that sounds bad, keep strong.

[Steve1993]

Oh god Mums stormed off Dad has gone to calm her down. I'm not welcome at home cant stop crying!!!!!!! Can't help who i am.

[Oren]

Oh god Mums stormed off Dad has gone to calm her down. I'm not welcome at home cant stop crying!!!!!!! Can't help who i am.

It's not your fault. Your parents will learn to accept, sounds like your dad has.

[Steve1993]

She is back she pulled me to her and we both burst out crying. She said she don't know if she can accept it but she only wants me to be happy as I've had allot to put up with in my short life. She doesn't want me to throw my life away. I told her that I just love him and want to be with him. She let go and turned to go home. It was agreed for me to stay at Johnny's for a few days to allow mum and dad to chat without me there. Dad hugged me and said it would be ok but i'm not sure it will be the same anymore.
Oh god Johnny i'm glad I have you!!

[XxHaViiK]

Just one question for you, Steve. Were you really nervous when your parents were about to find out? Lately I've been thinking about telling my mom I'm bi, because I think she deserves to know, but I'm seriously nervous about the whole thing.

Other then that, I hope things go well for you. It sounds like a good relationship.

[Kahn]

Congratulations. I am very happy for you Steve. I think most peoples friends would either look the other way or turn them down, in a bad way. This reminds me of the best Gf that I let go of... I feel terrible about it. But I am happy as ever for you and Johnny. Just ignore the parents until you think they can take it.

[Steve1993]

Hi and yes I was exceptionally nervous about telling them, mum more so than dad as dad and I are very close and share secrets together. I suppose I am lucky that Johnny's dad and mum understood and gave us support but even now the outcome wasn't quite how I would of liked it but I have a lover to support me and I don't think I would of told them if I hadn't. There is nothing worse than lying to parents and sneaking about behind their backs. Be upfront and hope things turn out right. I'm yet to see if my parents accept it but I would rather they new. How would it be if someone else told them or they walked in on you with a lover?
Be brave if you have a lover to be with, if you haven't then wait until you need to tell them.
Lying to parents always in my experience backfires. Good luck my friend. Ask me more questions if you want.

[Oren]

When i was going out with a guy, who is my best friend now, i felt no need to tell my parents. I thought that he should tell his because he is really close with them, but he didn't want to and i wasn't going to force him. I think that his parents had suspicions but they would be cool with it if he told them; My parents would not accept it so i saw no need to tell them. Now he has a girlfriend is super depressed, I'm trying to help him through it but she is all he can think of because she lives a few hours away.

If you thought that they'd both out right not accept it and kick you out would you have told them?

[Carfreakjack]

Well congrates dude I wish I could do that but w.e and from what u told me befor it seams like u have loving parents so good luck with that.

Sorry didn't see there was a 2nd page well hopefully ur parents come around. But look at the bright side u get to stay with the person u love

[ChaoticHarmony]

hope everything turns out well bud. im sorry she didnt take it quite like you wanted, but dont worry. everything will be fine. :D

[Jacob1993]

Like I told you before congradulations-I am sooo happy for you.
As for telling your parents, atleast it is out in the open now, and hopefully she will come around. It sounds like you have loving parents and it probably was just a shock to her.
I am so happy for you and Johnny. I'm glad you are in love with each other and were able to spend a wonderful night in each others arms :D
I hope I can find that kind of love again someday-you give me hope I will.

Remember if you need to talk or whatever-you know how to get hold of me :cool:

[Steve1993]

Johnny wiped my tears away with his flannel and kissed my cheeks then held me very tightly in his arms as he told me how much he loved me and how much he appreciated my honesty with both sets of parents. We laid on the bed enfolded together for an hour or so before his dad knocked and came in sat on the chair next to the bed. He asked if we were ok and tried to re ensure me that things would be ok. Unfortunately he only succeeded in making me cry again. So he said we should get into bed and try and sleep. Talk in the morning.
He left and shut the door Johnny got up and goot undressed in front of me he hadn't got an erection I think we were to upset for that to happen, He came over and helped me up where he undressed me. As he pulled my trousers and pants down he kissed me low down and I knew I wanted him. I pulled him into bed and we lay face to face arms and legs entwined. I needed the loo so got up grabbed the lappy to tell you guys i made the right decision and how much in love we are.
Good night i'm back to bed now, hope you dream well and love is yours. I'll try not to let my mum and dad spoil the night. God bless all

[Sceneboy612]

well you are truly lucky to have him, and everything that has happened with him and his family. Unfortunate about your family, but they will come around to accept you again.

[NVerson]

Update:
Johnnys dad spoke to us this afternoon and this is what happened.
He sat down with us both in the living room watching telly we were sitting close and holding hands that we quickly dropped when he came in. He sat and said if you want to hold hands go on it is not a problem to your mum and I John. Do you two want to tell us anything that is mum and I? We went bright red and looked at each other. Johnny said well yes there is dad. Hang on his dad said lets get mum in.
So we all sat and looked at each other in silence. I said to Johnny go on tell them they know anyway.
So Johnny told them we were in love with each other and wanted to be together. His dad said we had guessed there was something going on because for one John you have been really happy since Steve and you got back together i never did understand why you argued. John told him I had said that I really liked him and he got scared. Oh he said we did wonder plus mum noticed you slept together last night and you just dropped hands. As long as you are sure you love each other and its not just sex.
I stumbled in and said we hadn't had sex just cuddled and found each other. As long as you stay safe if you two are sure you want to be with each other then ok but no lies ok!
We both agreed and that was that so Johnny slid his hand back into mine. His mum smiled at us and went to get a cup of tea for us all.
His dad added: The only thing is you need to tell Steve's parents so there is no secrecy and lies there either.
I told him I wanted to talk to my dad about so we will when we are both there next. Johns dad then said shall we invite them over for drinks tonight and you can tell them with us here so we can help if necessary.
Would you I said. So it's organised there coming over later must say I'm really nervous.
Cant believe how great Johnny's parents are Wow!

Just found out from Johnny's dad that he is Bi ------- What a revelation ------- Poor old Johnny is stunned. Explains allot!!!!!
Apparently he used to have a boy friend but John's mum came on the scene and they fell in love and have been ever since. She new he was Bi but they are so much in love with each other Johnny came along and they got married ahhh I love happy endings.
Dont think my parents will be so easy think mum might have hysterics

wow beautiful story and great parents!:yes:

[NVerson]

ur a lucky man!

[XxHaViiK]

ur a lucky man!

I 100% agree.

[Steve1993]

Morning everyone.

~In-depth Story removed~

Thanks for all your comments and support, I wonder if I will here from Mum and Dad today I'm tempted to go home and talk to them on my own. Well see!
For now I'm making the most of being together. Johnny told me this morning that he had fancied me for some time and said he was sorry for his reaction when I told him I fancied him. He said he loves me more than words can say and I told him I know I feel it when i'm in his arms.

[TheKingDavis]

=] Well at least Johnys parents accept you both


How was your night?

[Steve1993]

Hi fantastic night together but Johnny has gone off to school on his own i have really bad chest pains this morning probably due to the stress of not hearing from my parents. I know Johnny's mum has phoned mine this morning for some advice on what she needed to give me but mum never asked to talk to me so I don't know what will happen!
I am really worried about my parents and whether or not they accept who I am. Does anyone know of any counselling services in the UK that we could all go to so they can learn to accept me. I'm just glad I'm not a girl stuck with a boys body that must be so hard.

PS sorry if I offended anyone with my yesterdays rant in being to explicit. could one of the moderators let me know with a PM what i put it that was unacceptable as I seem too of read bits from threads with similar in? Sorry again I didn't mean to overstep the mark.

[Quick_Sylver]

:hug:

The darkest hour comes before the dawn

[Steve1993]

Hi Tootsiepop
Thanks for the hug I need one at the moment. I really miss Johnny cant believe he has got to be at school all day can I last out that long. Chest Pains are really bad today arrrr!

[DaScM]

what a nice story!

[jerzboi]

I have a question, what happened with your gf? Great story btw.

[Ender]

Great story!
I've recently had a similar experience, but he said he was unsure if he fancied me or not, then broke my heart just yesterday. You can PM me anytime if you would like!

P.S. I'm Back everyone!!!

[CrissCross]

This is an awesome story!

[Steve1993]

Hi guys, its well early in the morning here in the UK 2.53am. I've finished crying now been like it from about 7.30pm last night when I phoned home to speak to Mum. My dad answered he just sounded cold and blank and hardly said a thing as I spoke. He basically said oh its you! You've really upset your mother you have. We don't want to talk to you at the moment and hung up.
Johnny has been trying to console me ever since. We are sitting on his bed he has his arms around me with his head laying on my shoulder. He is a dear I love him so much.

[TheKingDavis]

Hi guys, its well early in the morning here in the UK 2.53am. I've finished crying now been like it from about 7.30pm last night when I phoned home to speak to Mum. My dad answered he just sounded cold and blank and hardly said a thing as I spoke. He basically said oh its you! You've really upset your mother you have. We don't want to talk to you at the moment and hung up.
Johnny has been trying to console me ever since. We are sitting on his bed he has his arms around me with his head laying on my shoulder. He is a dear I love him so much.

Whoa i thought your dad was cool with it

[Steve1993]

Think mum must have gotten to him! I don't understand either. It's like there different, hostile.

[Steve1993]

Explore your sexuality man i am it's a fantastic feelings are a roller coaster of highs with johnny and real lows with my parents

[OstrichAficionado]

Amazing story, wish this would happen to me. :P

SAME x. x

[Steve1993]

Hi guys
My chest has eased off so going to school tomorrow with Johnny. He's home now and we are sitting on the sofa together to do this and his homework. Just sitting close to him gives me a buzz, Oh Johnny just said he has been looking forward to coming home all day and he gets a real warm feeling around me. Ahh aint he cute, love you Johnny. Not heard from Mum but dad popped in to see how I was but not to tell mum, ow I have them lying now cant be right. Dad said he didn't understand but could see John and I were really happy together so he could live with it we had a cuddle and a cry together so at least I know dad loves me.
I asked him if he was ever curious when he was a boy apparently he was rapped by two Queen scouts when he was a cub and never liked gays etc. I can understand that. I just hugged him and said I loved him anyway. He wouldn't talk about it. Apparently Mum knows because they had issues over sex when they first wed. Perhaps thats why she is so anti Bi or Gay guys.
Come on Johnny finish your homework I want a cuddle.

[Ender]

Congrats!!
Sorry about the parents though.

[Steve1993]

Just thought I would log on before we sleep. We both were really randy after our shower tonight so ended up in bed in each others arm where we kissed and had sex. I'm tired now and going back for a cuddle. I LOVE JOHNNY WITH ALL MY HEART, SOUL and BODY.

Come on mum speak to me, Please

[TheKingDavis]

woot congrats on the gay sex lol, great way to express the obvious love you both have for eachother

[jerzboi]

so what happened with your gf?

[Steve1993]

jerzboi you asked what has happened to my gf she is still around as a girl friend if you know what i mean. She understands I love Johnny we were never in love just kissed and held hands not the same league. She is a great wonderful str8 friend.

[Steve1993]

I have a break so thought I would log on. We walked into school hand in hand today. A couple of guys we know cheered and said about time. Got heckled by some older lads and Johnny sorted out one of the bullies who pick on me. All in all not as bad as I thought. Got called to the heads office at 11.00 as one of the teachers had spotted me kissing Johnny good bye for some of his lessons i'm not in. We got asked what was going on and we had to explain about us being together and that I was living with Johnny's parents due to mine not being ok with it (well mum anyway) Really embarrassed especially when he asked if we were having sex Arrrg! What do you say??
Johnny said yes why it's not really any of your business is it? The head said well yes and no. Firstly I hope you are being safe and secondly not to be so open about it round the school or it will set a president that all courting couples can snog and cuddle and that! on school premises.
We agreed just to hold hands and he let us go. Just as we were going out he said do make sure you are both safe use condoms wont you.
We shot out of there post haste.

That was really embarrassing

[Steve1993]

This is Johnny - Steve has been rushed into hospital let you know latter

[Steve1993]

Oh god what am I going to do he has died!!! Oh God Why

[XxHaViiK]

What's the cause of death? Jeez... I didn't see that coming...

[DaScM]

What the hell!???

Keep us updated

@xxhaviik

maybe due to his chest pains, heart attack?

[Steve1993]

This is Johns Dad. He is in no state to talk, but he asked me to tell you guys as one of Steve's last requests, was to tell you all. John wasn't able to say good bye so he is totally totally distraught. Steve's heart stopped

[jerzboi]

Is this some sort of sick joke?

[Ender]

this amazing story suddenly went very sour

[Ender]

Is this some sort of sick joke?

starting to wonder so myself

[nick]

Is this some sort of sick joke?

starting to wonder so myself
You guys are so quick on the uptake. There's a reason why I havent bothered to reply since post #3.

[Steve1993]

This is no joke He died this afternoon please remove his account. I'm sorry you feel like that My son is devastated, and his parents are now blaming themselves. There will be no posts. I'm disgusted with your attitude!

[TheKingDavis]

Wow and i thought this was real... what a troll.

its possible that "johhny" had his password, but theres no way in hell his "dad" did.

fuckin troll >.< Your a sick fuck!

[Giles]

Omg, no offence but you guys can be a bit slow sometimes.
It was so obvious that he was a troll... But I didn't want to say anything just in case (don't want to be THAT mean)
It's been quite interesting watching the posts getting more and more bullshit filled.

[Kahn]

Lock this thread. No reason for it now. So much for a happy love story eh?
I honestly realize by reading the first posts that this was fake. Hmph.

[Stewart]

Hahahahahaha, I knew this was fake

[The Joker]

You're a sick fuck. :D

[jerzboi]

I had my doubts about this story. It had a lot of flaws and I barley believed it after like 2 updates from him. Yeah I'm sure the a 14? year old kids heart just suddenly stopped for no apparent reason. Hey "DAD" did he have any prior medical conditions, specifically in his heart?

God people love attention.

[NVerson]

OMG i cant believe i actually believed this :( I even added this guy to my friends list! WTF

[Giles]

Ok, how many more posts do we need to say that this was a sick joke.. We get it, can a mod just lock it now?

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Benmullet, please use the report button in the future. Posting asking for a mod to lock a thread doesn't get it to our attention very fast, because we don't have time to read every single post on the entire site.

In any case, regardless of if this is trolling or not, the discussion is over and we don't need to bothering going back and forth shouting, "troll!"
:locked: