I don't wanna live no more

[sam i am]

Im tired of living. Im tired of how i look; im ugly. I hate that im bi . i hate everything y was i even born. I barely even fit in this world..my mom always on my neck saying y im so secretive and if i told her i was bi she would kick me outta the house that's what she said personally to me and my bros. I just wish everything will change. i won't go back to cutting but i think i might wanna kill my self. Idk what to do to make me happy no more im just an empty body.

[qwerty12]

just think of the friends you have and how your family would really feel if you did that. ill admit i have thought of it because some teenagers can be reallly mean. but what makes me not do it is when i think of my mom crying when she found out and i think of the dreams i have for my future, just don't do it bro. your family will love you no matter what and nothing will ever be that bad.

[sam i am]

i just don't know anymore i try ot keep my head up but i give up i really do

[Quick_Sylver]

Hang in there. VT's here for you. Feel free to pm if you wanna vent.

[Aspiringanonymous]

I'm tired of living too. But what's the point in dying? Life or death, equally meaningless in the ultimate sense.

Live, for the cultivation of the mind and soul. Undesirable experiences are especially valuable in this sense, that an individual gains more insight from hardship than virtually anything else in life. Life is not a defined journey with an origin and destination, it is simply an experience. The most anyone can do, is make the best of whatever fate has dealt them.

Live, so that the life-experience can be complete. What is commonly perceived as suffering, is actually a very fascinating state of being, when observed from a third-person perspective. Lack of comfort and satisfaction does not make a life invaluable at all. In fact, there is much more to be gained this way, although it may not seem apparent in the immediate, surface level.

I believe that, when one has truly lived out the entirety of life as they were meant to live, their approach to death would be completely peaceful and serene. Choosing to die out of desperation and despair, that is a very unfortunate decision to make.

[nick]

Just stick with it Sam. A few more years and you'll be old enough to leave home and live your own life in the way that you want. Who knows what love and hapiness you will find in the future?

[zgrazier]

life=death.
everyone dies in their own time.
so if u wanna die,
you will.
just not right now.
live while you can

thats what they told me in rehab.
the best advice i ever got.
hope it helps u.