Epiphany?

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I've had a sort of little epiphany lately. The guy, Bond, that I am infatuated with has a girlfriend and has done since I began liking him. There was a lot of flirting between me and Bond, and it was getting close to him cheating (again (he is not faithful at all)). However Kez, a friend of his girlfriend, told me he meant nothing he said, and basically that he didn't care about me. He later denied this though. But even though I am still horribly infatuated with him (whenever I see him my heat skips beats) I have told him that I will not continue as I was. My pulling away caused the "elastic band effect" in which I pulled away and he wanted more of my attention. However I will not cave. I will try to move on.

In short, I've had the epiphany that I may still cry over him from time to time, but I won't let him control me, or have as much of an effect me. And I will not cut over him again. :yeah::D

[sarah newman]

Good on ya! Dont cut for him, dont cave in, your worth much more then that. Your doing the right thing, best of luck, hope everything goes well for ya hun xxx

[Amyxoxo]

Agreed ^^^^ Well done and good luck :D xx

[StrawberryCyanide]

What a wonderful epiphany! Good luck with your new idea, and no man can control you because we are way better. And may i say lovely picture of The GazettE in your signature ;) *secretjrockhandshake* ♥

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Thank you all. I hope it lasts. *fingers crossed*

And The GazettE rule :)

[laurita_21]

good for you bud :D ...... "bud" hehe XD