i just want to give up

[Rifle35]

:what::what:some times it feels like i am not going to make it i have no idea what to do i try and i try but it is never good enough for them i started cutting cause i was depressed that was a year ago and i am stilll doing it. and it is all because the one guy i really liked said he just wanted to be friends and nothing more then he led me on that has happened to me 3 times and each time i cut more and more and i just want to give up trying to fall in love but i think of everything good that has happend to me and all i think about is the blood coming from my ankles and wrist i think there is something wrong any advice on what i should do


i am despritly trying to stop

[Aspiringanonymous]

Address and confront the source of the problem. That is the only way to effectively and thoroughly become self-harm free, for as long as the original issue remains standing, the urge to cut as a method of coping will always be present.

You have pinpointed that the main triggering force of self-harm is romantic relationships. Therefore, the question is, why do you continue 'trying to fall in love', despite knowing fully well its effects on your well-being? Why does this occur, what thoughts/feelings/past conditioning lies beneath this troubling experience?