Struggling

[lost1]

So I had a rough time finding out that I was gay. I got into habits that I'm incredibly not proud of. I keep going back to those habits and it's killing me. I just wanna be gay and proud of it. I've only come out to three people in my two years of knowing my sexuality. One of them is gay as well, but I'd like for us to stay friends. Also, if too many people at my school find out (right now only 1 knows), I will be expelled.

And I wish people could understand that a guy doesn't wanna have sex with every other guy just because he's gay...I act way more gay than I really am with my friends. Now there are rumors going around that I broke up with my girlfriend because I'm gay. I just tell them it isn't true, and blah blah blah.

I don't really know what I'm asking for, but if anybody has been caught in a situation like mine, I would appreciate it. Thanks

[Matty.]

why would you be expelled if more people find out you're gay?

[nick]

Whatever sort of school do you go to, it would be illegal here to expel someone for being gay. (Maybe if you were caught having sex on the school premises that could lead to exclusion whether you were gay or straight, but not for just being gay.)

Yes its bollucks that people have the idea that gays just want to have sex with every other guy, but you cant control other people's prejudices.

Try to stay relaxed and happy with how your are.

[mr.sexy_bomb]

um i dont think you can be expel from school, because of your sexuality

[Mr. Smithers]

Depends on the kind of school he goes too.

[lost1]

I go to a conservative Christian school.

[MisterMonster]

still illegal. Unless you're in Iraq or something.

[Sceneboy612]

It is totally illegal, no matter what school you go to. And if they do attempt to expel you, i'm pretty sure you can sue the "crap" out of them.

But on the rumors thing, people will always have something to talk about. And gossip is the best conversation starter, so there is not much you can do about that. ~i know this because it happens to me, (the whole breaking up with girlfriend thing because i am gay and people suspect it kind of thing) but i tell people to fuck off and they basically do.