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drewlink99
November 11th, 2009, 06:42 PM
So, everyday, I think of taking the left over pills on my dresser,
I never do, but every time, I am tempted. It is usually over anger.
I find it better than murder, so which one?
Should I kill myself?
I KNOW That I will never kill anyone, but God, if I had no self restraint!
Funny how just over a year, literally a year and a month, I have been off of my antidepressants... And therapy didn't help, that was over a year ago too...
Well, I figure I will, so...

Quick_Sylver
November 11th, 2009, 06:50 PM
Get rid of the pills. Feel free to pm if you start thinking about it again.

lengthy_brochure
November 11th, 2009, 09:58 PM
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wisse2012
November 11th, 2009, 10:10 PM
hey bro just through the pills out the door get rid of them!!

drewlink99
November 12th, 2009, 05:06 PM
Thanks for the advice, but I cannot take it anymore...

Quick_Sylver
November 12th, 2009, 05:21 PM
Hey, Suicide is the coward's way out. Be strong, Hold on, and keep us in the loop.

ChaoticHarmony
November 13th, 2009, 05:24 PM
hey man, like everyone else said, chuck the pills. it may seem like life sucks and theres nothin else to do, but trust me, it WILL get better. it really will. who knows? someone mite come into your life that you would die for (please excuse the pun, just tryin to make a point). THERES ALWAYS A SILVER LINING! i bet youve heard that tones of times, but it really is true. theres always gonna be some good left.
if u wanna talk, im here for ya dude. always. :)

1_21Guns
November 13th, 2009, 06:42 PM
I think you get the idea you need to get shut of the pills. once thier gone, thier gone. they cant encourage you anymore. you cant bring youself to chuck them? ask someone to do it. yeah sure, nothing seems to be getting any better at the moment, but doesn't mean it isn't. your stronger than suicide andrew. like someone else said, its the cowards way out. don't let it get you too.

drewlink99
November 13th, 2009, 09:02 PM
I'm trying to find a reason to hold on, I cannot find one.
I constantly hear things in my head, music, words ect...
I just want it all to stop!!! These happy things don't help either...
It makes in worse...

Quick_Sylver
November 13th, 2009, 10:11 PM
VT is here for you. Why else would we respond?Hold in there, things happen but sometimes we can't take them by ourselves. That's why VT is here. To protect,help and have fun.

Suicune
November 14th, 2009, 12:27 AM
VT is here for you. Why else would we respond?Hold in there, things happen but sometimes we can't take them by ourselves. That's why VT is here. To protect,help and have fun.

( That was beautiful!:( )

Don't take the pills! You mean so much to your family and friends! Of course everybody feels this way once and awhile but there's always hope! PLEASE. DON'T. DO. IT!

Harley Quinn
November 14th, 2009, 04:10 AM
So, everyday, I think of taking the left over pills on my dresser,
I never do, but every time, I am tempted. It is usually over anger.
I find it better than murder, so which one?
Should I kill myself?
I KNOW That I will never kill anyone, but God, if I had no self restraint!
Funny how just over a year, literally a year and a month, I have been off of my antidepressants... And therapy didn't help, that was over a year ago too...
Well, I figure I will, so...

Okay so the pills, if they don't kill you they will seriously harm you and your body inside and out. Sure suicide always seems to be the answer when things get out of control and you can't seem to do anything. That's not true, you can find a reason and a way out.

Should you kill yourself? Short answer NO
long answer, what would you gain? Do you want people to cry over you? Feel angry because of what you've done? Believe me it's not what you want suicide hurt more people than just yourself. You may want to kill yourself because the anti depressants worked and you need them again, just go to the doctors and get back on them. You said your going to do it, them why ask or help? I know why, because a part of you wants to be alive, wants to be here. Hold onto that because it's true. You can beat this if you actually try and not just go "I going to do it see ya later" instead go "Im going to change this, I am and I will"

Appleton
November 14th, 2009, 08:28 AM
Hey Andrew - I've been there man. Please know that you can talk to me if you need to. I'm just a face on here but I do know what you're going through. I understand. I'll send ya my contact info. Hang in there bud ok? And talk.

Kaius
November 14th, 2009, 11:53 AM
Bro, take my advice, its not worth it. So many things could go wrong. I thought suicide was the only way out, and now im stuck waiting for heart surgery because it went wrong. You have alot more to live for than you think, its really not the answer.

drewlink99
November 14th, 2009, 10:49 PM
Though I am still deeply depressed, thanks to all of you, for now, I will live.
I will "hold on" for awhile longer.

woody92
December 7th, 2009, 06:48 PM
Yes ur right u willll!!!!!!!


Coz u have me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you!!!!!!!!!

Asylum
December 16th, 2009, 12:49 AM
i'm glad you aren't wanting to kill yourself andrew PM me if you need to vent.

Obscene Eyedeas
December 17th, 2009, 09:56 AM
Pm me if u need hlp im always online here evn wen im out i use my mobile. Dnt kill urslf dnt let anyone else rule ur decisions even if its just cuz ur angry at them and they dnt know it

woody92
December 17th, 2009, 10:10 AM
i agree with everyone here DONT DO IT!!

why:
1) I LOVE YOU!!
2) I LOVE YOU!!
3) I LOVE YOU!!

do you need anymore reasons?...

Ballin2much
December 17th, 2009, 04:33 PM
thats good. its great that your holding on. if you ever get the temptation agin, just remember that you would hurt a lot of other people if you do commit suicide