okay.. wth??

[djunlogical]

Just recently (in the past few weeks) I have been spotting blue butterflys around my french corridor in school.. Loads of them. I have been wondering what is going on so I asked a friend if she'd noticed them too. She gave me a funny look (okay, I lied we aren't realy friends)n and asked me if I was having a laugh. So I told her yes... Another lie.. I wasn't real worried about it and thought it might just be some odd effect of puberty :S... That was untill Saturday. On saturday I started noticing all sorts of blue butterflys flying around my house. I was considering asking my mum whether she knew anything when one flew through her head. So yeah, pretty confused...

Any help because I realy don't know what I'm supposed to feel or think or do and I REFUSE (please note I have said this now..) I REFUSE to see any psychiatrists or anything unless this could be a serious problem. I Dislike counsellling of most kinds at the moment for reasons that I won't rant about today.. but yeah, any help would be greatly appreciated.

(BTW I suppose the question I'm looking at is WHY.. not how to get rid of them, I love the little fellas)

[Quick_Sylver]

taking any medication?

[djunlogical]

nope. nothing. Don't ever take any types of meds lol. I not realy done anything out of my normal ruitines other than a small rave about 3 weeks before this all started lol. but It would take longer than 3 weeks to come out surely?

[Quick_Sylver]

nope. nothing. Don't ever take any types of meds lol. I not realy done anything out of my normal ruitines other than a small rave about 3 weeks before this all started lol. but It would take longer than 3 weeks to come out surely?

Rave?

[djunlogical]

Lots of LOUD hardhouse / hardcore (older stuff) music playing in a field or warehouse normally.. Loads of people drinking, drugs etc. I was not doing drugs at the time and I had like 1 can of Cider which I brung from home (I am aware of what goes on at those things) but I was playing the ending set so I couldn't realy have anything else to drink.

[Quick_Sylver]

Lots of LOUD hardhouse / hardcore (older stuff) music playing in a field or warehouse normally.. Loads of people drinking, drugs etc. I was not doing drugs at the time and I had like 1 can of Cider which I brung from home (I am aware of what goes on at those things) but I was playing the ending set so I couldn't realy have anything else to drink.

Ah, maybe someone slipped something in it? I really don't get the butterfly thing, so I'm not exactly sure what to say. Maybe you should tell your parents, as it could be serious.

[Discomposure]

I'm no doctor or anything, but when I was reading this, the first thing that came into mind are hallucinations. Idk though, maybe I'm wrong. I think they can be caused by a number of things,
Drugs/medication - but you say you're taking nothing.
Stress
Lack of sleep or exhaustion
Meditation has been known to cause them
And many mental illnesses can be the cause of them

As I said, I'm no doctor, I could be completley wrong. Tell your parents or a teacher or doctor, I'm sure it's nothing to worry about but if it bothers you then yeah, get it checked.

Hope I helped. :)