Lone
November 7th, 2009, 04:52 PM
For years people have pretended to be my friends, but they make fun of me behind me back and even to my face, my parents force me to do want they want me to do even if im sick, ive only got two real friends who smoke and ive recently started smoking too, to distract me from the wreakage of my life!! wenever anyone sees or meets me, they automatically think "i hate him", "go away" and they call me fat and loner!! im not sure wat to do but the smokes are helping alot, please tell me wat to do!! im cutting myself also, i dont no wat to do, im going to end up killing myself if my life dosent get any better!! please someone help!